Dec 01, 2005 01:22
I try and try and try..but still it is not good...like wtf...i am so ready to just be like F U!!!!
How can someone criticize someone they love to the extent to make them want to change everything about thier selves...That is horrible..i thought that you could be like ...we need to work on and then both parties can fix the problem...not hey you are doing this all wrong...and i don't like it. WTF at least they are trying to do the thing that makes you happy...the least you can do is say thanks for trying.
I feel all alone..but i make myself feel that way...WHY???
I could be happy but i can't face waht i need to to get to the happy part of my life...so i have decided to cheat the system..haha..i will get you fucker..
i can't stand the fact that people think i am so passive cause i am not...i have a plan that might blow up in my face but at least i can say i tried...
i want to say thank you to all my close friends THANK YOU for listening to me bitch and being there for me even though you know i am totally not going to take your advice...haha i still like to hear it though.