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You know what sucks? When all your friends go out to the bars three/four nights a week and can't talk about anything but the bar and how much fun they have. Or when they complain about how they would rather go to this bar than another. And when they put up away messages that say things like, "out with my favorites." And you try to tell yourself that you're not 21 and you shouldn't feel left out, but they don't even think about how it feels to sit by yourself on a Saturday night drunk from pre-partying with your friends who are too busy with their new bar friends and going out with their "favorites" that they forget that you used to be one of the fantastic four. And as much as you try to not feel replaced, it hurts to see the person that puts you down the most and is the most self-centered person you know replace your face in pictures on the back of their computer monitors. And it sucks when she talks about "her house" that was your house before you tried out for an RA position that you really wanted, but didn't get even though you did more for the dorm than any of the other future RAs and even though your other two best friends both got the job.
Yeah, that sucks. Especially because I can't get a fake because they are so strict and I refuse to get caught. And I try to not feel left out or bitter, but at the same time, it really sucks to be out of the loop.
SIGHHHHH.
Yeah, that sucks. Especially because I can't get a fake because they are so strict and I refuse to get caught. And I try to not feel left out or bitter, but at the same time, it really sucks to be out of the loop.
SIGHHHHH.