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...some things are starting to look up...
Kasey and I are good again. :) but Patrick... I don't even know what to do with that kid anymore. I don't even feel like I know him anymore. Things are just screwed up. It's like he was playing a role while we were together. And now he is showing the real him again...
Everything is so overwhelming these days! All I feel like doing anymore is crying, or stabbing someone. I just feel... distant. Not only from other people, but from myself as well. I don't really know how to explain it. I feel alone, and crowded both at the same time. I just need to get out... get away from it all. But I have no way to do that... so I resort to... other things (for lack of a better term). (ex: crying, illegal things, etc.)
i dunno... i'm done.