12 More Days
Ok, so I am sitting at the Recruiting station yesterday and Sgt. Squires get a call from a friend of his that is a DS at Lenoard Wood and he says that Ryan is miss informed about the church thing. I can talk to Ryan at church if I want to. I am not so worried about the touching, etc. That is fine. I won't need to get letters from him either as long as we are seeing each other at church, but it seems he doesn't want that either, so OH WELL! His loss. I hate to be this way, but I am tired of hearing one thing from him and something totally different from another. Besides, I have to concentrate on me and my success at BCT and AIT, instead of a relationship. I want to succeed and I am not going to if I am wrapped up in a relationship with someone who doesn't want one with me. I am sure he loves me and I still love him, and I believe that if we are meant to be together we will be it just isn't going to be right now. We started this relationship based on God's word and what God wants for us and that will be the way it ends.
Sgt. Squires has been working out with me everyday (M-F) for the last month or so and I have made such progress. If I keep working and not quit, I will be promoted again before I leave. I am so excited. I can't believe it I did over 10 push ups this morning, 30 sit ups, over 40 flutter kicks, 40 leg spreaders, 40 crunches, and the list goes on and the number will keep going up. I am going to be so freaking sore, but GOSH It is sooo worth it to feel as good as I do. NO MORE DAMN CRAMPS, and to see the change in my body is FREAKING AWESOME. I can't wait to get home from training to see where my body is at then.
Alright, if I don't write again before I leave please be sure to keep in touch through my email. CookieMnster08@yahoo.com. There will be someone who is helping me keep track of it.
Love you guys!
Sgt. Squires has been working out with me everyday (M-F) for the last month or so and I have made such progress. If I keep working and not quit, I will be promoted again before I leave. I am so excited. I can't believe it I did over 10 push ups this morning, 30 sit ups, over 40 flutter kicks, 40 leg spreaders, 40 crunches, and the list goes on and the number will keep going up. I am going to be so freaking sore, but GOSH It is sooo worth it to feel as good as I do. NO MORE DAMN CRAMPS, and to see the change in my body is FREAKING AWESOME. I can't wait to get home from training to see where my body is at then.
Alright, if I don't write again before I leave please be sure to keep in touch through my email. CookieMnster08@yahoo.com. There will be someone who is helping me keep track of it.
Love you guys!