No Feeling....right now
i srsly dont have a feeling right now..i dun feel like
i dont feel like shieet i just feel....bleh...
maybe coz i have too many things going around in my head...
worriedness? <--is that even a word?? bahha
worried bout school,, worried that my dad will found out ive been on the internet? [he doesnt know i can get in the net in my room]
my dad keeps pestering me bout I.T ..like we're going to do next sem..and truthfully i dont know and truthfully i dont care right now.
i know he wants me to do good in school,,but im just ...over it, over school, over everything.
ive had a bad history wit my dad...when i was little.. and i dun want that to happen again.
maybe thats why im just so scared to do anything around my dad. do anything i want .
sometimes i feel like i have no life...coz i cant do anything i want. all they want me to do is study study study. i cant even go out wit friends...cant do anything i want.
why do my parents have to be like that? or maybe im just scared to talk to them bout anything...*sigh*
actually maybe i do feel like shieet,, depressed?
i dunno....
i dont feel like shieet i just feel....bleh...
maybe coz i have too many things going around in my head...
worriedness? <--is that even a word?? bahha
worried bout school,, worried that my dad will found out ive been on the internet? [he doesnt know i can get in the net in my room]
my dad keeps pestering me bout I.T ..like we're going to do next sem..and truthfully i dont know and truthfully i dont care right now.
i know he wants me to do good in school,,but im just ...over it, over school, over everything.
ive had a bad history wit my dad...when i was little.. and i dun want that to happen again.
maybe thats why im just so scared to do anything around my dad. do anything i want .
sometimes i feel like i have no life...coz i cant do anything i want. all they want me to do is study study study. i cant even go out wit friends...cant do anything i want.
why do my parents have to be like that? or maybe im just scared to talk to them bout anything...*sigh*
actually maybe i do feel like shieet,, depressed?
i dunno....