AHH!
Contrary to popular belief (and the bus ride home), I'm not upset. I'm not.
Because we were amazing.
Sometimes I'll feel really good about a performance at the show site, then realize everything that went wrong when watching the tape later. Not this time. I could feel the energy through the TV screen. The biggest swell of pride I had was during the closer, when you could hear the flutes. Clearly. I don't think, in my four years of performing, that has ever happened. It was incredible.
Just wait until next week. Part of me doesn't care where we end up (and the other part knows that's a lie), because I know we will be outstanding. I know it.