Oh geeze, oh geeze.
Less than two weeks. Less than two weeks, and it's all over.
Until next season for some. Forever, for others.
I know I'll cry at States, not because it's over for me, but because it's another reminder that Elise, Steph, and Laura are leaving. Next year, they won't be here, and I have no idea what I'm going to do. I think one of the reasons James being gone isn't so hard is because I have them to fall back on; what will I do when they're not here?
It's last year all over again, but more extreme.
I don't want to think about it. I want to enjoy this year.
But sometimes I can't help it. Sometimes I wonder if they'll miss me nearly as much as I'm going to miss them.