May 02, 2006 20:14
i've realized lately that i'm such a more responsible person than i used to be. even this summer. i remember being a giggly little girl around nick. and now i feel like a full grown adult and i'm prepared to take responsibility for what i do. i mean, it's strange how this one relationship has helped me to mature so much. it's strange how i feel so much older than my age is. i want to take on the world. i want to go out and make my own way. i want to have my own job and buy my own groceries and live in my own apartment. i want to have my own car and go where i want to when i want to. i really despise having to ask permission before doing anything. and whats more, i want to share this with nick.
I WANT TO GROW UP!!!!