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I always am trying to stay positive, even when it seems so hard. So It is officially 2006! And it started off not on the ups, with my taking my bf to county for oh 6 months. I put myself in that position being with someone that was like me in some ways, but not good for me. And now I miss him and don't know what to do. So this is my year, for ME. Im not looking for any guys, Im concentrating on myself. I feel guilty when guys hit on me, and I dont know if I should or not, its not my fault he is gone, and he knew this would happen and told me I have no obligation to him. But it is still hard when you have lived with someone for months on a blow up air mattress to just say oh See ya..The worst part is not being able to tell my dad the truth because he means the world to me and I dont want him to judge me or the guy, which naturally he would be upset. You can't help who you fall for though, and he really is a good person. I deserve this one though, like I said, i put myself into this. Now I must be strong and survive it...anyways
Im going to PT this semester for one class, physics. I am about to submit all my info for the OT Program, I finally start volunteering tomorrow, Im way behind but I will do 10 hours this week and 10 the next. I think I will get in the program. My grades are well, I think this volunteering will go well just because I have worked with kids forever and I just am good with them, and the interview, Ill wait til that happens. But I hope it all works out.
I quit my old job, too much bull shit going on there. REALLY. that is almost an understatment, and now I work at another place, still centered around kids. Only I travel from school to school and get to interact with them.
My resolution is to eat healthy and work out and its going well. It is way easier to work out when I have completely stopped smoking for some months now.
Well that is all, just thought I should update because I have had this thing for 5-6 years now and Its still nice to give a lil update here and there.
Im going to PT this semester for one class, physics. I am about to submit all my info for the OT Program, I finally start volunteering tomorrow, Im way behind but I will do 10 hours this week and 10 the next. I think I will get in the program. My grades are well, I think this volunteering will go well just because I have worked with kids forever and I just am good with them, and the interview, Ill wait til that happens. But I hope it all works out.
I quit my old job, too much bull shit going on there. REALLY. that is almost an understatment, and now I work at another place, still centered around kids. Only I travel from school to school and get to interact with them.
My resolution is to eat healthy and work out and its going well. It is way easier to work out when I have completely stopped smoking for some months now.
Well that is all, just thought I should update because I have had this thing for 5-6 years now and Its still nice to give a lil update here and there.