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Well heeere I am again. Been a while...like usual lol. I go back to school in less than a week now. I don't quite know how I feel about that. I'm taking like three sciences which, now that I think about it, was a pretty stupid idea lol. At the end of school I was feeling really confident like I could tackle on anything. Nowww I dunno if I'm ready for the work load. I'm taking organic chemistry, physics, marine biology, and economics (i think). Ive decided I wanna try being a business major, bio minor, while going pre-med and hopefully ending up in pediatric neurology. Ha crazy huh.
Definately not looking forward to taking Orgo =(.
I still think about Evan a lot. It's crazy cuz I still think about him like every day. I don't get sad or anything like I used to unless I actually sit down and re-read the emails he sent me or the ones I sent him or something. I'll just be in a store and see some candy corn and will automatically think of Halloween then how Ev's birthday was then. Just stuff like that I guess. I still cant be in a room full of Halloween decorations though. I was in New Hampshire a weekend ago with my two cousins and my aunt and like my dad took us into a christmas shop by the side of the road. The store had a room devoted to Halloween and I was in it for about 15 seconds before I like started to feel nauscious and hadda leave.
Well my ten year old cousin and my aunt are still here. My eighteen year old one left the day before yesterday. She was my age so it was kinda interesting having her around. I was sorta bitter about them comming at first because they didn't ask us at all if we were alright with them comming. My aunt just booked their flight on the 27th of July and told us that they'd be here and just sorta assumed that they could stay with us. I saw them in December when I was in Europe so I kinda wanted to spend the summer with the friends that I havent been able to see for the past year cuz we've all been up at different schools. I spent like a month and a half with my friends which was fun cuz we drove all over massachusetts. We were big on beaches this year. I honestly wouldve preferred for the relatives to come for the whole month of july instead of august cuz i have a week until school now and i sorta have to sort out my own stuff and thats kinda tough to do with relatives around. Ah, plus...my aunt is totally against girls going out or having guy friends. It sucks cuz Ive been having to get only girls to come pick me up and i cant have the whole gang come back to my house cuz the guys wouldnt be able to come and grrr...i hate not being free to do my own thang lol. I feel kinda spoiled saying that cuz there's so many people around the world who dont have anything compared to what I do so I hate whining about stupid crap like not being able to go out with my friends and what not.
Ooo I can drive now!!! lol I'm sucha loser...still dont have my liscense yet and wayne's still teaching my how to drive ha. Well anyhoo...I learned how to parallel park the other day and i got it on the firrrrst try and everything! Yayyyy! I was so excited lol. I took driver's ed last year but I never got to finish my driving hours n stuff with the person so I have just a couple more driving lessons with the dude thennn I can finally get my stupid driver's ed certificate and maybe get a car since the class wouldve lowered my insurance. Ha...yeah right..like my dad would get me a car lol. Im still waitin to get that digital camera that ive been wanting for the past two years. I told my parents last night at dinner that I'd pay for half of it but my parents didnt think that was a good idea. Goddd knows why cuz I soo could finally get my camera if theyd just agree to that.
Oo well...I decided that next summer i'm going to intern with Nina's mom who's a neurologist. She said if I wanted a paid job I could get 13 dollars an hour which would be amaaaazing. So hopefully I can do that. I was actually thinking of maybe just skipping taking orgo this year and just doing it next summer but my friends convinced me that wasnt a good idea...im not so sure though. I dont wanna bust my butt in orgo while taking three other semi difficult classes while i could just take that one class during the summer and probably get a better grade in it since i wont hafta focus on anything else. Ah we'll see I guess.
Ah well...ive written too much now so I think im gonna go and try to do something semi productive.
=)
Definately not looking forward to taking Orgo =(.
I still think about Evan a lot. It's crazy cuz I still think about him like every day. I don't get sad or anything like I used to unless I actually sit down and re-read the emails he sent me or the ones I sent him or something. I'll just be in a store and see some candy corn and will automatically think of Halloween then how Ev's birthday was then. Just stuff like that I guess. I still cant be in a room full of Halloween decorations though. I was in New Hampshire a weekend ago with my two cousins and my aunt and like my dad took us into a christmas shop by the side of the road. The store had a room devoted to Halloween and I was in it for about 15 seconds before I like started to feel nauscious and hadda leave.
Well my ten year old cousin and my aunt are still here. My eighteen year old one left the day before yesterday. She was my age so it was kinda interesting having her around. I was sorta bitter about them comming at first because they didn't ask us at all if we were alright with them comming. My aunt just booked their flight on the 27th of July and told us that they'd be here and just sorta assumed that they could stay with us. I saw them in December when I was in Europe so I kinda wanted to spend the summer with the friends that I havent been able to see for the past year cuz we've all been up at different schools. I spent like a month and a half with my friends which was fun cuz we drove all over massachusetts. We were big on beaches this year. I honestly wouldve preferred for the relatives to come for the whole month of july instead of august cuz i have a week until school now and i sorta have to sort out my own stuff and thats kinda tough to do with relatives around. Ah, plus...my aunt is totally against girls going out or having guy friends. It sucks cuz Ive been having to get only girls to come pick me up and i cant have the whole gang come back to my house cuz the guys wouldnt be able to come and grrr...i hate not being free to do my own thang lol. I feel kinda spoiled saying that cuz there's so many people around the world who dont have anything compared to what I do so I hate whining about stupid crap like not being able to go out with my friends and what not.
Ooo I can drive now!!! lol I'm sucha loser...still dont have my liscense yet and wayne's still teaching my how to drive ha. Well anyhoo...I learned how to parallel park the other day and i got it on the firrrrst try and everything! Yayyyy! I was so excited lol. I took driver's ed last year but I never got to finish my driving hours n stuff with the person so I have just a couple more driving lessons with the dude thennn I can finally get my stupid driver's ed certificate and maybe get a car since the class wouldve lowered my insurance. Ha...yeah right..like my dad would get me a car lol. Im still waitin to get that digital camera that ive been wanting for the past two years. I told my parents last night at dinner that I'd pay for half of it but my parents didnt think that was a good idea. Goddd knows why cuz I soo could finally get my camera if theyd just agree to that.
Oo well...I decided that next summer i'm going to intern with Nina's mom who's a neurologist. She said if I wanted a paid job I could get 13 dollars an hour which would be amaaaazing. So hopefully I can do that. I was actually thinking of maybe just skipping taking orgo this year and just doing it next summer but my friends convinced me that wasnt a good idea...im not so sure though. I dont wanna bust my butt in orgo while taking three other semi difficult classes while i could just take that one class during the summer and probably get a better grade in it since i wont hafta focus on anything else. Ah we'll see I guess.
Ah well...ive written too much now so I think im gonna go and try to do something semi productive.
=)