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i must be a bad person. really. i mean, if i were a good person, things like what's been happening wouldn't happen to me, right? just when i think i'm doing things good and how everyone wants them, something happens and BOOM! everything falls apart. why me? i try to do what everyone wants. yes i'm a procrastinator. and i've been known to be lazy. but i try sometimes. i just never get anywhere. i can never do anything right, but you can believe i can always do something wrong. it's frustrating. and lonely.