*Screams*

Mar 23, 2006 19:19

I am in a really bad mood right now. School: Why did it have to end? Megans mom was the sub and let us talk and stuff. Other things happened but not going to say what. TINA GOT A GOOD PART IN THE PLAY!!! Emily wasn't happy because Tina got a singing part and she didn't get any part. Emily was mad because she thought she was the best singer there besides Katie who got the lead (no way nobody saw that coming*sarcasim*.)

At school Maddy and I decided that we wanted to go to the track and invite Brandon because he is doing track too. Got home went onto aim and Brandon said that he would come too. O Katie also asked me if I could come over after dance.

Went to dance hyper and happy. Had a blast. Before I got out of the car mom said she wouldn't be a minute late and she promised.(She had been late the WHOLE month picking me up.) She was 12 minutes late. I was soooo mad. Got into the car and gues what? She had JUST got done smoking. I was PISSED OFF! REALLY PISSED OFF! She knows that I can't stand the smell. I opened up the window because she KNOWS that I can;t stand the smell and that I get a BIG headache. She made me close the window. I couldn't breath because of the smell. I opened up the window she make me close it even though I was coughing half of the time.

Got home called Maddy because she called me. She asked if I wanted to go to the track. I said sure and we called Brandon who was at Katies. We called and asked her if they wanted to come with us. (they=Kim Brandon and Katie) Katie said no they didn't. Well I asked my mom if i could go with Maddy and she said no it was unsafe and we needed 1 more person. Well there goes our plans. Call Kaite back up and ask if she still wanted me to come over because she had already asked me. She said no she wasn't allowed to have anyone else over. Ya so after my mom said no I was even more pissed than before because I need the practice and the whole weekend I am going to Katie's dads so I won't get ANY practice. 1st practice is Monday. I am going to be so out of shape and I was hoping today would be the day I could actually run but no. Well now I get to have alot-o-fun. I get to pack (not fun) and clean the hamsters cage(not fun at all). Maybe the 2 not funs will cancel each other out like in equations. *Sign* Time to clean.

Ya I don't know do I care to find out how to do that cut thing.(Yes I know it sounds a bit emo but its a good song) But this is the song:
BLEED LIKE ME:TRAPT

Have your nails scratch the deepest
Have you broken skin this time
Made your mark and took me deeper
As you drown me with your eyes
I held my hand over your mouth
As you scream at me to feel
You felt my scars with understanding
But I can't promise anything

Can you tell
That I picked my poison well
That I have no more to sell to you
Is it really that important that I settle down
Does it really even matter that I have my doubts
I search for the one who bleeds
I reach for the one who bleeds

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now I'm crying out for more

Can you tell
That I picked my poison well
That I have no more to sell to you
Is it really that important that I settle down
Does it really even matter that I have my doubts
I search for the one who bleeds
I reach for the one who bleeds
Like me

I have my doubts
I have my doubts
And so does everbody else
So help me take this all away
You gotta help me take this all away
Please help me take this all away
And bleed like me
So help me take this all away
You gotta help me take this all away
Please help me take this all away
And bleed like me

Is it really that important that I settle down
Does it really even matter that I have my doubts
I search for the one who bleeds
I reach for the one who bleeds

I reach for
I reach for
I reach for
I reach for
I reach for the one who bleeds
Like me!
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