My success so far!
You know it is so alarming to myself after attending Robogirls and seeing what I *was* and won't be again.
Do you know how HARD it was to just sit there and see so many of my friends that I know AND care about to just be so fucked up on drugs and to see how they are simply detioriating themselves? I mean, so many people came up to me and simply said, "Derrick, do you know how much happier and healthier you look?! I am so proud of you!". And do you know how fucking great that feels to hear that from people and how much I just don't want to do anything anymore?
I hate to be frank but I don't plan on hanging around people that I care about and see them popping pills until around noon the next day after a party. And for those of you who I am referring to, you know who you are.
I don't want to waste my time watching people kill themselves for a fucking 5 hour high.
Stop using drugs if you want to be around me: I am deadly serious.
Everyone wonders why I am just spending HOURS in my room playing video games, surfing the web, watching movies, etc. it is because I ENJOY it and god damned I am proud of being a professional gamer, online radio DJ/Counter-Strike eSports announcer, and a Starbucks barista. I can literally say, I am so much more happy now than I EVER was when I did drugs in the last 7 months.
Take my word for it: you quit, you'll live and you'll live happy ever after.
2 weeks down... many many years to go. Sobriety owns.
Oh and PRAYING I get to go to school this fall at BCC. I have to talk to my parents.
Do you know how HARD it was to just sit there and see so many of my friends that I know AND care about to just be so fucked up on drugs and to see how they are simply detioriating themselves? I mean, so many people came up to me and simply said, "Derrick, do you know how much happier and healthier you look?! I am so proud of you!". And do you know how fucking great that feels to hear that from people and how much I just don't want to do anything anymore?
I hate to be frank but I don't plan on hanging around people that I care about and see them popping pills until around noon the next day after a party. And for those of you who I am referring to, you know who you are.
I don't want to waste my time watching people kill themselves for a fucking 5 hour high.
Stop using drugs if you want to be around me: I am deadly serious.
Everyone wonders why I am just spending HOURS in my room playing video games, surfing the web, watching movies, etc. it is because I ENJOY it and god damned I am proud of being a professional gamer, online radio DJ/Counter-Strike eSports announcer, and a Starbucks barista. I can literally say, I am so much more happy now than I EVER was when I did drugs in the last 7 months.
Take my word for it: you quit, you'll live and you'll live happy ever after.
2 weeks down... many many years to go. Sobriety owns.
Oh and PRAYING I get to go to school this fall at BCC. I have to talk to my parents.