run like hell

[cookie_commi]

i saw aaron tonight. he looked pathetic, the same. the only thing different was my reaction. it was a leap. i got nervous. i needed to express my nerves. i needed to jump up and strangle him. i needed to find an attractive male and straddle him passionately. i needed to do things that i've meant to for the longest time. i couldn't, though, not in polite company. i needed to run. i was shaking. i was semi full of rage, and completely full of energy. if i see him again, it'll be less so, and less so the next time.

i'm going to be just fine.