~ the NOW mentally sane
It's been a while since I've updated eh? I blame it all on my crazy fan-girl self, still can't believe I busted our internet so quickly! It's still SUPER SLOW right now... honestly though, so many times in the past week I found myself sitting in front of my laptop typing away furiously... (yes, I was pretty pissed and needed to vent) - only to end up deleting everything and starting to write away really messily instead like I always seem to do when I'm really upset about something.
Christmas honestly sucked for me, I'm SO GLAD that it's all behind me now - I was one over-emotional crazy train wreck... let's just leave it at that! But there's one thing that I'm unbelievably proud of - my room is SPOTLESS! No kidding... clean down to the nooks and crannies all thanks to the arrival of those annoying visitors that had me releasing expletives like there's no tomorrow... I don't think I'll be able to maintain this highly unusual degree of cleanliness but we could have that down as a New Year's resolution and give it a try.
Now that they've all left, I'm back in the world of the sane living... it's stupid because I knew how badly I'd end up reacting and knew that I had to stop it from getting to me. In the end though, I didn't change a thing and had what's probably the most mentally exhausting Christmas to date... definitely NO festive spirits this year.
Insecure much?
LOL... you bet! And I feel it now more than ever - 2010... whatever happens, please be nicer to me than 2009 - less let-downs, screw-ups... I'm still trying to do the right thing so help me out a little eh? Fixing things up will only be easier if I'm actually sane... so minimal Shinn-chan spaz-attacks from tomorrow!
The other good thing is the arrival of my watch... *jumps up and down* I'm still in love with it, even though it's been more than a week since I've had it. The first day was crazy, ripping crazily away at the package... it was WAY TOO BIG for me on that very first day but I was wearing it on my arm (NOT WRIST) with a huge crazy grin!
Apart from my beloved watch, LOVELY SHO-CHAN cheered me up during all the doom and gloom of the past week! From the yoga-epic-fail with Yamada Yuu, maid-cross-dressing with Nagakawa Shoko, to the soccer-slipper-screw-up with Itou Yuna... I was seriously laughing so hard that I actually ended up all teary with an aching stomach.
SHO-CHAN shall forever be remembered as the hottie that got me over anime - I haven't downloaded a single episode in around a fortnight! O_o" *SHOCK* Not even Bleach or FMA Brotherhood! Trust me, it's not about being capped this time - I've been downloading songs and Arashi shows non-stop...
Emma's going to Japan on the 31st Jan!!! Know what that means? The Sho-chan uchiwas that I've been dreaming of have just become a REALITY! *mad fan-girling* I'll be getting them sometime in Feb... it's going to be the reward for my determined dieting. In the last few days I've been walking ALOT! 4km yesterday, 7km the day before (I actually lost track of the time because I was so 'into' the music - ARASHI!!!) - it totals to around 23km so far this week! AWESOME!
I'll be off now, with faster internet starting tomorrow - I'll definitely get around to posting again... think about those NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS now!
Christmas honestly sucked for me, I'm SO GLAD that it's all behind me now - I was one over-emotional crazy train wreck... let's just leave it at that! But there's one thing that I'm unbelievably proud of - my room is SPOTLESS! No kidding... clean down to the nooks and crannies all thanks to the arrival of those annoying visitors that had me releasing expletives like there's no tomorrow... I don't think I'll be able to maintain this highly unusual degree of cleanliness but we could have that down as a New Year's resolution and give it a try.
Now that they've all left, I'm back in the world of the sane living... it's stupid because I knew how badly I'd end up reacting and knew that I had to stop it from getting to me. In the end though, I didn't change a thing and had what's probably the most mentally exhausting Christmas to date... definitely NO festive spirits this year.
Insecure much?
LOL... you bet! And I feel it now more than ever - 2010... whatever happens, please be nicer to me than 2009 - less let-downs, screw-ups... I'm still trying to do the right thing so help me out a little eh? Fixing things up will only be easier if I'm actually sane... so minimal Shinn-chan spaz-attacks from tomorrow!
The other good thing is the arrival of my watch... *jumps up and down* I'm still in love with it, even though it's been more than a week since I've had it. The first day was crazy, ripping crazily away at the package... it was WAY TOO BIG for me on that very first day but I was wearing it on my arm (NOT WRIST) with a huge crazy grin!
Apart from my beloved watch, LOVELY SHO-CHAN cheered me up during all the doom and gloom of the past week! From the yoga-epic-fail with Yamada Yuu, maid-cross-dressing with Nagakawa Shoko, to the soccer-slipper-screw-up with Itou Yuna... I was seriously laughing so hard that I actually ended up all teary with an aching stomach.
SHO-CHAN shall forever be remembered as the hottie that got me over anime - I haven't downloaded a single episode in around a fortnight! O_o" *SHOCK* Not even Bleach or FMA Brotherhood! Trust me, it's not about being capped this time - I've been downloading songs and Arashi shows non-stop...
Emma's going to Japan on the 31st Jan!!! Know what that means? The Sho-chan uchiwas that I've been dreaming of have just become a REALITY! *mad fan-girling* I'll be getting them sometime in Feb... it's going to be the reward for my determined dieting. In the last few days I've been walking ALOT! 4km yesterday, 7km the day before (I actually lost track of the time because I was so 'into' the music - ARASHI!!!) - it totals to around 23km so far this week! AWESOME!
I'll be off now, with faster internet starting tomorrow - I'll definitely get around to posting again... think about those NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS now!