I'm developing a style
I was looking through some old entries and realized how much I miss writing in here. LiveJournal was always such a good place to vent. I used to write so much more than I do now. Not even just online. I miss it.
I feel like an update is in order. I think I'm kind of such a different person than I was the last time I posted. Different in a good way though. I'm more independent and I feel like I'm coming into my own more. My personality and things that I like are more prominent and important to me. I'm starting to develop a style. I'm not 100 percent in love with my life, but I don't hate it. I've made some good friends and I'm learning about the best ways to interact with people. I'm learning that I love talking to people. I like to flirt and it's how I communicate. Nothing trashy, but just sweet talking, I guess. I still have problems with guys, however. That's a subject that has yet to be resolved. In high school I was so obsessed with it, but I calmed down about 5 months after graduating. I'm okay with being single, but boy love would be nice.
My interests are so exact now. I know the things I like and I have big opinions on them. I'm not stubborn about it, but I just know what I like. I'm very much into self expression. Any way that I can set myself apart from someone else is the way I'd love to go. I love tattoos. I only have 5 right now, but I can tell you now that I'll be covered in them eventually. Tastefully, of course. I don't need to get into the Guinness Book of World Records for it or anything. I like being okay with who I am. It's taken me 23 years to really do that. I am who I am, and I think people should love me. If they don't, no skin off my back. But that also makes somewhat harsh with people if they rub me the wrong way or annoy me. I don't want to come off like a bitch, but I know that I can.
Music is starting to become more important to me. Five years ago I found out about a band called My Chemical Romance. At the time I was unsure about my life and what I should be doing or who I should be. Their music just sat right with me. It made me feel good. Listening to it made me feel like I wasn't alone. That sounds so cheesy, but it really was the first music that I could feel. I love listening to their cds and getting lost in the music. I get lost in music more often now. I like all different types. I like the way they set different moods. I always hated rap and R&B, but now I love it. It has attitude and makes me feel strong in a way. I like music that makes me want to dance. I like classical sounds that give me a relaxing mood to live in. Alternative rock makes me happiest. I've developed a love for going to shows and being in a crowd of people who love the music as much as I do.
I've always had a thing about saving memories. Once I was given a digital camera...forget about it. (Denice, that still remains my favorite gift ever!) I take it everywhere I go. I'm always taking pictures of the most random things and moments with my friends. I should invest in a printer though, cuz my pictures are just hanging around on my computer. I'm not into photography, though. I think it's cool, but I just take pictures to keep for myself.
I'm developing a few random obsessions. Nothing major, I just feel like they need to be incorporated in this.
The color green. If something is green, I tend to like it more than if it were a different color.
Stars. A lot of people are getting into this shape. I really like it.
Zebra print. This is my most recent like. Came out of nowhere, cuz I've always hated animal print for some reason.
Zodiac. I've always been interested in this, but I've been reading more about it lately.
All Time Low. New favorite band. I talk about them a lot. Get used to it.
Long drives alone. Either listening to music or talking to myself. Solo late night drives are the best.
The word "cunt". So many people find that word offensive, but I think it's hilarious. I say it a lot.
Dying my hair. Every few months it's a different color. I just get bored. It's a simple way to have something different every once in awhile.
Buying clothes online. Bad. Very bad habit.
Jeans. Wear them every day. I'm trying to wear something else, but not trying that hard.
Eye shadows. I'm becoming known for what I wear on my eyes.
Water. Since I cut back on drinking soda, water has been my new friend.
Hitting the snooze. Ugh, sleeping is awesome!
Twitter. Best invention for stalkers since cars!
Myspace. People don't use it as much as they used to, but it's still my go-to site.
You Tube. Loves it. And I've got tons of video's on there. Check it.
Shoes that I don't have to tie. Lazy!!
iPod. Goes everywhere with me.
Guys with facial hair. Not a beard. It always draws my attention.
Baby doll tops. Look good on me.
Sushi. Add some spicy mayo and I'm in heaven.
Literally I've been on this page on and off for like 2 hours. I no longer have interest in updating this. I'm pretty sure I didn't leave anything out. This is me in a nut shell. Hey, my name's Holly. Hi :-)
P.s. that thing I mentioned in my last entry, never ended up happening. Just saying.
I feel like an update is in order. I think I'm kind of such a different person than I was the last time I posted. Different in a good way though. I'm more independent and I feel like I'm coming into my own more. My personality and things that I like are more prominent and important to me. I'm starting to develop a style. I'm not 100 percent in love with my life, but I don't hate it. I've made some good friends and I'm learning about the best ways to interact with people. I'm learning that I love talking to people. I like to flirt and it's how I communicate. Nothing trashy, but just sweet talking, I guess. I still have problems with guys, however. That's a subject that has yet to be resolved. In high school I was so obsessed with it, but I calmed down about 5 months after graduating. I'm okay with being single, but boy love would be nice.
My interests are so exact now. I know the things I like and I have big opinions on them. I'm not stubborn about it, but I just know what I like. I'm very much into self expression. Any way that I can set myself apart from someone else is the way I'd love to go. I love tattoos. I only have 5 right now, but I can tell you now that I'll be covered in them eventually. Tastefully, of course. I don't need to get into the Guinness Book of World Records for it or anything. I like being okay with who I am. It's taken me 23 years to really do that. I am who I am, and I think people should love me. If they don't, no skin off my back. But that also makes somewhat harsh with people if they rub me the wrong way or annoy me. I don't want to come off like a bitch, but I know that I can.
Music is starting to become more important to me. Five years ago I found out about a band called My Chemical Romance. At the time I was unsure about my life and what I should be doing or who I should be. Their music just sat right with me. It made me feel good. Listening to it made me feel like I wasn't alone. That sounds so cheesy, but it really was the first music that I could feel. I love listening to their cds and getting lost in the music. I get lost in music more often now. I like all different types. I like the way they set different moods. I always hated rap and R&B, but now I love it. It has attitude and makes me feel strong in a way. I like music that makes me want to dance. I like classical sounds that give me a relaxing mood to live in. Alternative rock makes me happiest. I've developed a love for going to shows and being in a crowd of people who love the music as much as I do.
I've always had a thing about saving memories. Once I was given a digital camera...forget about it. (Denice, that still remains my favorite gift ever!) I take it everywhere I go. I'm always taking pictures of the most random things and moments with my friends. I should invest in a printer though, cuz my pictures are just hanging around on my computer. I'm not into photography, though. I think it's cool, but I just take pictures to keep for myself.
I'm developing a few random obsessions. Nothing major, I just feel like they need to be incorporated in this.
The color green. If something is green, I tend to like it more than if it were a different color.
Stars. A lot of people are getting into this shape. I really like it.
Zebra print. This is my most recent like. Came out of nowhere, cuz I've always hated animal print for some reason.
Zodiac. I've always been interested in this, but I've been reading more about it lately.
All Time Low. New favorite band. I talk about them a lot. Get used to it.
Long drives alone. Either listening to music or talking to myself. Solo late night drives are the best.
The word "cunt". So many people find that word offensive, but I think it's hilarious. I say it a lot.
Dying my hair. Every few months it's a different color. I just get bored. It's a simple way to have something different every once in awhile.
Buying clothes online. Bad. Very bad habit.
Jeans. Wear them every day. I'm trying to wear something else, but not trying that hard.
Eye shadows. I'm becoming known for what I wear on my eyes.
Water. Since I cut back on drinking soda, water has been my new friend.
Hitting the snooze. Ugh, sleeping is awesome!
Twitter. Best invention for stalkers since cars!
Myspace. People don't use it as much as they used to, but it's still my go-to site.
You Tube. Loves it. And I've got tons of video's on there. Check it.
Shoes that I don't have to tie. Lazy!!
iPod. Goes everywhere with me.
Guys with facial hair. Not a beard. It always draws my attention.
Baby doll tops. Look good on me.
Sushi. Add some spicy mayo and I'm in heaven.
Literally I've been on this page on and off for like 2 hours. I no longer have interest in updating this. I'm pretty sure I didn't leave anything out. This is me in a nut shell. Hey, my name's Holly. Hi :-)
P.s. that thing I mentioned in my last entry, never ended up happening. Just saying.