Oct 17, 2004 21:02
...it must make you sad to know that nobody cares at all...
Sorry about all of the wierd posts, I'm all emotional lately. I have a problem with repression, it makes me crazy... So I don't repress feelings, emotions, opinions (or try not to) anymore. It sometimes becomes a problem when people don't want to know the truth, or don't feel the same way you do. Unfortunately, because of my repression problem, I have to "vent" to someone, it doesn't matter who. I hate that I can't keep things inside... I used to do this in high school, but we'll just say, things turned out badly. I used to hurt myself inside and out. I have changed myself and adapted to accomodate my emotions and feelings, making my life a lot easier to live, and me a much happier person. I don't feel I should be sorry for my views or feelings. I can't do much about them, but tell you about them. I have had people tell me that I should keep these things to myself, but I don't think so... it is too painful. Everyone is entitled to themselves... No one should be judged for it...