Update for the masses...
Let's start with the negatives and work our way more positive. I feel intellectually empty... Like I don't carry on enough conversation with actual people. This makes me feel kinda stupid in a way, because it takes me a second or two to find "smart people" words, which don't consist of "the oil filters are that way" and "no we don't sell rims." I don't feel any need to write poetry or get my emotions out, even though I have plenty of them... I feel bored in my relationship... I drink too much and too often... I have a perm in my hair I don't know how to fix... My ex fiance is having a baby with and marrying a whore...
On a lighter note, I have an excellent job, and get along with my co-workers. I have many friends, some who I keep in touch with. I am excercising and losing weight. I don't have HIV or any STDs. I have a perm in my hair instead of a short hair cut. I'm eating healthier, with the exception of that one bag of chocolate. My wisdom teeth have grown in and I don't have to have them taken out. My car still runs. I have a tight knit family who is all in good health. I'm not dead!
It's so much harder to come up with good things than it is bad things. Good things are taken for granted I think. Bad things are dwelled upon day in and day out.
On a lighter note, I have an excellent job, and get along with my co-workers. I have many friends, some who I keep in touch with. I am excercising and losing weight. I don't have HIV or any STDs. I have a perm in my hair instead of a short hair cut. I'm eating healthier, with the exception of that one bag of chocolate. My wisdom teeth have grown in and I don't have to have them taken out. My car still runs. I have a tight knit family who is all in good health. I'm not dead!
It's so much harder to come up with good things than it is bad things. Good things are taken for granted I think. Bad things are dwelled upon day in and day out.