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I feel like I have lost myself... I don't know where the old me is... I am always thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking about... I obsess over conversations that will never happen, making sure if it ever did happen I know exactly how it would go... I feel the deep need to be loved by someone unconditionally for no reason at all, except that maybe someone will recognize my kind/sweet nature and want to be with me forever... why do these thoughts cross my mind... why do I think that the world should work this way? why do I feel this need? why am I so unhappy with myself already? I don't understand my "new/old" self... I know this other person I am... who I used to be, but I thought she was gone forever, but apparently she's back for vengeance... but she's not another person, she is me, and I don't like who I am...:/