Please return "defective" merchandise in original packaging...
Lately I feel like I have a "defective" label, which makes me sad. I don't want anything to do with my usual friends, and I don't want to go out. I feel like there's something wrong with me, internally as well as visually... What the hell is wrong with me? I feel let down by certain ppl, and I feel like I shouldn't have to deal with that, and all that comes with that... I don't want to be anyone's backup plan... I don't want to be second... I want to be picked first...
Has anyone seen "Under the Tuscan Sun"? It's a good movie about a woman who has to go through a divorce, and when over that, looks for love and cannot find it, until she quits looking, and then it finds her... Kind of a eye opener... Maybe that's what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I'm looking when I should be living and not worrying about it. Even though I'm the type of person who needs companionship, and love, and happiness, which makes me sad when I have no one to turn to for love and happiness... I feel cold and alone... I wish I could be alone and happy, but is anyone ever happy alone?
Has anyone seen "Under the Tuscan Sun"? It's a good movie about a woman who has to go through a divorce, and when over that, looks for love and cannot find it, until she quits looking, and then it finds her... Kind of a eye opener... Maybe that's what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I'm looking when I should be living and not worrying about it. Even though I'm the type of person who needs companionship, and love, and happiness, which makes me sad when I have no one to turn to for love and happiness... I feel cold and alone... I wish I could be alone and happy, but is anyone ever happy alone?