a game of fools

[cookie5312]

aight, call this what you will, but hear me out. i'm fully aware that some or most of you think i've been an ass recently, and i probably have but thats not unusual. i just want to say that i'm sick of this bullshit whine and bitch behind peoples back but never do anything about it. maybe i'm guilty of this as well, but at least i for one am

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[joshunderwood]

or we could stop blowing things out of the water. people said you were a little mean behind your back, and? i know people say plenty about me behind my back - the point is it's all tinyness abounds and nothing said really comes to any point. people are wary to tell things to us directly in lue of ourselves A) getting our feelings hurt. B) us reacting in a negative and possibly violent response. or C) being too apathetic and common placed to want to deal with turmoil. i refuse to believe our 'group' is 'dying' because we don't 'do' anything or do too much of our 'own thing'. we still have shits and giggles almost every friday night, and most of the time saturday too - no matter what we're doing. i've always been a big fan of just being there. how can life be bad when you're with friends and not cannibalistic taiwanese prison roaches? i for one don't think we're any worse off - aside the occasional boredom, but that's boredom - not an episode of FRIENDS. we're dandy, i think. but i could be blissfully oblivious to an all too serious spooky booty cancer bug creeping around in our shadows. so you had a bad week, and made some people angry - you're too good of a friend to make anything like that last.

*josh does the hug dance*

[cookie5312]

i know how you feel, and i understand what you say. the thing is the people blow thngs out of proportion and shit because nobody ever says anything to the person that annoys them or whatever (i'm guilty of this too). and people need to quit being so afriad to fucking speak. honestly, how good of friends are we truly if you can't speak your mind without the fear of ending a friendship, sure people may get mad or have negative feelings for a few minutes, but if you think about it those are better than people not saying anything and letting those feelings just snowball inside of themselves and making things worse. and nobody is really going to act violently, i'm really not that violent when it comes to that shit. the only person we really hit is kevin, and thats just cause its funny. and i do think the group was getting bad, cause after last friday and the weekend before i was about to not give a shit if anyone came back. i've grown tired of these childish games everyone plays in relation with each other.

and about doing shit on the weekends. more than a few times people have just not come over because we arne't doing anything. and people never will sit down and just talk, that rarely happens. everybody goes home cause there is nothing to do, yet no one ever tries to do anything or participate in anything. thats just lame. i don't mind sitting around and talking, it just annoys me that when we try to do something no one does. people are more content sitting their playing games all alone or something, things they can do at home all week by themselves if more important that spending time with your friends. so yeah, thats just my opinion, i work all week and i'm tired as shit by the time i get home. i enjoy doing things, its more fun than sittin around and it keeps me awake. i don't enjoy doing nothing all weekend and then i have to clean my home (which has been left a mess almost every weekend) by myself and have to deal with people getting overly loud because they found a way some idiotic way to ammuse themselves. so yeah.. thats it.

[redkommie]

I don't find it funny... oohhhhhhoohhhh

(ergo: hitting kevin)