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So today i called a total of four friends from back home. The first went normal i talk to her like once a week, the second was far from normal im actually kinda worried about him and ive gotta get with him later. The third is doing great though he lost his girl to one of his friends and then theres the fourth who i hadnt talked to one the phone atleast in a long long time and well it was great to hear her voice again even though i didnt really say anything it was just nice to talk to her again.
Ok now the bad stuff so my dads side of the family the ones that have wanted nothing to do wiht me and my family well theyve been getting incontact with my family lately through email. Turns out they really want to try to rebuild the bridges that they burned. My grandma is ill she is sufering from breast cancer and one other thing i for got what it was. My uncle is also very ill he is sufering from diabeties and refuses to take care of himself and well my dad no one is sure where he is but they think he may be in colorado. You know this actually hit me pretty hard ive had anger towards these people for a long time but theya re still family and i never wanted bad things to happen to them. Im really overwellmed at all of this and the thought just is enough to make me want to break down. Its crazy i guess im done rambling i hope everyone is doing great take care.
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Chris
Ok now the bad stuff so my dads side of the family the ones that have wanted nothing to do wiht me and my family well theyve been getting incontact with my family lately through email. Turns out they really want to try to rebuild the bridges that they burned. My grandma is ill she is sufering from breast cancer and one other thing i for got what it was. My uncle is also very ill he is sufering from diabeties and refuses to take care of himself and well my dad no one is sure where he is but they think he may be in colorado. You know this actually hit me pretty hard ive had anger towards these people for a long time but theya re still family and i never wanted bad things to happen to them. Im really overwellmed at all of this and the thought just is enough to make me want to break down. Its crazy i guess im done rambling i hope everyone is doing great take care.
Love
Chris