Kill me. Would ya?
I miss living.
I hate a lot of things more often now.
I'm lazy and always tired.
I'm unhappy. I feel abused.
I'm obsessed with him. Seeing him. Feeling him next to me.
I hate that when I move around, I feel like I'm floating.
I feel high and out of place. I forget things to oftenly.
I'm forgeting my passwords, my responsibilities, my plans.
What's happening? Is this what growing up is? Becoming something your not. Something you never expected yourself to be. Something you didn't want to be.
Maybe I'm just dead and I don't know it yet. I'm gone.
I hate a lot of things more often now.
I'm lazy and always tired.
I'm unhappy. I feel abused.
I'm obsessed with him. Seeing him. Feeling him next to me.
I hate that when I move around, I feel like I'm floating.
I feel high and out of place. I forget things to oftenly.
I'm forgeting my passwords, my responsibilities, my plans.
What's happening? Is this what growing up is? Becoming something your not. Something you never expected yourself to be. Something you didn't want to be.
Maybe I'm just dead and I don't know it yet. I'm gone.