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Last night I had a dream. It was really messed up. Sometimes my dreams just scare the shit out of me so much because I take them all so seriously and as ill omens. I had a dream last night that my parents died. And me and my little brother and sister were sent away to evil relatives. Stupid I know, but it was so realistic. We were treated horribly. I woke up crying hysterically. I haven't had that happen to me in a really long time. I didn't like it. Crying was a good thing for me, it always made me feel so much better, renewed. But today when I woke up to it, I just felt disgustingly sick, nauseas even.
Today my mom called my sister and told her she couldn't drive her to the movies because she was on her way to the hospital. My stomach dropped. Maybe I just take things too seriously. They said it was just something minor. She just felt shaky and just not right and she couldn't drive. The doctors wouldn't take her so she was going to the hospital instead. My dad was going to drive her, so that scared me even more. It turned out that they are just going to go to the doctors next week and they turned around and came home. But it just felt so much like that dream.
Today my mom called my sister and told her she couldn't drive her to the movies because she was on her way to the hospital. My stomach dropped. Maybe I just take things too seriously. They said it was just something minor. She just felt shaky and just not right and she couldn't drive. The doctors wouldn't take her so she was going to the hospital instead. My dad was going to drive her, so that scared me even more. It turned out that they are just going to go to the doctors next week and they turned around and came home. But it just felt so much like that dream.