and I WILL get mine BEEYOTCH!
Yes Yes the little piece of paper actually means something when you graduate college it means $$$ and lots of it, at least for me. I am chillin in West Palm Beach right now enjoying myself as an Assistant Project Manager for Suffolk construction, its a construction Management firm, and today I am manning a site while my supervisors are all at meetings. Hard job but someones gotta do it!
So I cant remember the last time I updated this freakin thing but I do remember its addictive so expect more very very soon.
That whole Nicole Michael thing has not been resolved but I know for sure I do not want a girlfriend and she still persists, mmmm what to do?
So I go on now and look ahead for towards the rest of my summer. This week was a very good week for me, got someone to sublease my apartment, started to payback my 2 brothers each and payed my rent on time to both Landlords. Started to make a deal to buy a house in the fall and am looking into breaking my current lease agreement to pursue it. I dont know what I am doing spending all my money on my debts cuz I am sitting in paradise broke as a joke B/C of it. I guess since I just turned 24 last week maturity is really starting to kick in and I am feeling responsible and stuff. Now I know why grown-ups were always pissed like when i was younger.... They were spending every penny they earned on debt they accumulated ealier in their lives. Yep all work and no play makes Michael a very .... well I guess Michaels always like that, but thats another story altogether people.
For my fans out there I have started working out again every day and am dedicated to finishing off the summer strong with a straight 60 days of hardcore intensity. I cant help but wonder why the fuck I am having flashbacks of past relationships and what it all means? I have never really thought of the past before and now like floodgates Im thinking about things I havn't thought about in years. I dont get it?
I hope any reading this that knew me from 2-3 years ago realizes that I am doin great and am not unhappy anymore, not angry, and definately not lonely. Its like as if a switch went on for me when I concentrated on myself and stopped caring what everyone else thought. it all makes sense now. People are attracted to people that are doing things with themselves and hold themselves up higher then those around him. I love how I notice people notice me and it makes up for years of body dismorfia crap I pretty much had. I appreciate compliments but still cant differentiate between a compliment and flirting.
Sooo come what may matha fucking 24 come what may and I can only hope 24 is as satisfying as 23 !
Loving and Lovin Life to the fullest Baby,
-Michael
So I cant remember the last time I updated this freakin thing but I do remember its addictive so expect more very very soon.
That whole Nicole Michael thing has not been resolved but I know for sure I do not want a girlfriend and she still persists, mmmm what to do?
So I go on now and look ahead for towards the rest of my summer. This week was a very good week for me, got someone to sublease my apartment, started to payback my 2 brothers each and payed my rent on time to both Landlords. Started to make a deal to buy a house in the fall and am looking into breaking my current lease agreement to pursue it. I dont know what I am doing spending all my money on my debts cuz I am sitting in paradise broke as a joke B/C of it. I guess since I just turned 24 last week maturity is really starting to kick in and I am feeling responsible and stuff. Now I know why grown-ups were always pissed like when i was younger.... They were spending every penny they earned on debt they accumulated ealier in their lives. Yep all work and no play makes Michael a very .... well I guess Michaels always like that, but thats another story altogether people.
For my fans out there I have started working out again every day and am dedicated to finishing off the summer strong with a straight 60 days of hardcore intensity. I cant help but wonder why the fuck I am having flashbacks of past relationships and what it all means? I have never really thought of the past before and now like floodgates Im thinking about things I havn't thought about in years. I dont get it?
I hope any reading this that knew me from 2-3 years ago realizes that I am doin great and am not unhappy anymore, not angry, and definately not lonely. Its like as if a switch went on for me when I concentrated on myself and stopped caring what everyone else thought. it all makes sense now. People are attracted to people that are doing things with themselves and hold themselves up higher then those around him. I love how I notice people notice me and it makes up for years of body dismorfia crap I pretty much had. I appreciate compliments but still cant differentiate between a compliment and flirting.
Sooo come what may matha fucking 24 come what may and I can only hope 24 is as satisfying as 23 !
Loving and Lovin Life to the fullest Baby,
-Michael