It's been a while
So i really suck at these diary things. i just found my old diary from elementary school. The last time i wrote in it was in the tenth grade. I decided to update it and let my diary know what was up. Now it's time to update LJ
I'm currently in London and am not returning to the states until another 30 days (Aug 4th). I've been gone only three days and i'm already super homesick. But when i really think about it, i really just miss one thing. A boy, duh. what else. Heather and her girls are meeting me here in England and we are then off on our adventures to Belgium, Amsterdam and Paris. It's going to be a blast. At the moment it is just my mother and i here in London. I figured i should make the best of it here with Mom because who know when i could spend this much time with her, just her and i with no stress in our lives.
I met this very attractive male about 2 months ago. The name's Charles. He's a 3 time felon for selling drugs and still does it. sounds like a winner right? oh, he is also being questioned for a possible attempted murder. He also has 5 tattoos. i never thought i would be interested into someone like this, but there is more to him than his past. He's a poet and is a very book smart kind of guy. He is amazing at numbers and he works on cars! (omg so hot) He is the type of guy who loves being spontanious and living on the wild side. i love it. It is always so fun hanging out with him. Oh and the sex? the best i have ever had...seriously. hot, kinky sex hahaha.
I can get over the fact that he sells drugs. i mean, he such a gentleman with me. but one thing i cannot get over is that he fucked sarah damph and lied to my face about for weeks. he wanted to avoid drama, but he should have told me the truth when i asked him (twice). I am not his griefriend, but i figured he should have repsect for me as a person and tell me. he came up with some stupid sory each time. i already knew he did and knew he was lying to me. I cannot completly trust him now. what else is he lying about?? also, when i went down to Long Beach to move out of my apartment, he took another girl on a date. I think i am a pretty understanding person. He has liked her for a while and she just broke up with her boy (Drew Fox) So he jumped at the oppertunty. would i do the same? yes. Is that pretty understanding of me? FUCK yes. damn i'm awesome. So now with all that said, I'm a bit nervous that i am not going to see charles for 35 days. what will he do while i'm gone? I'm expecting him to have a good time. i know he will flirt and have sex. he is a sexaholic. I'm just hoping that, when i get back, things will continue the way we left it. (which was pretty good) He kept holding me, asking me to not leave. i really hope so. i can wait 35 days for him i hope he can for me. i just gotta make sure i have a sexy outfit and sexy english accent when i arrive back in te states. :)
Anyways. I just have to remember what Martin always tells me. I'm in Europe! i should enjoy it while i can cause it's probably one of my last paid vacations! So i need to forget about Charles and enjoy my stay. He will fuck other girls. whatever. but in the end, I am way better than those biatches and i hope he'll see that, if not already. This will probably be the last time i see Nanny, for she is not doing too well these days. Mom and i are very close and we have not had a fight in a long time. We ate Indian food tonight that was very delicious, and spicy. I wish more people were with me. I love sharing my fun with people i love. I wish you all could see the beautiful old buildings they have and all the ferrari's that drive by. I wish you could hear he accents and see the shoppes. Our hotel though is crap. the train goes whizing by every now and again. but whatever.
I am still Jet Lagged. it's what.. about 9 pm in Cali.. and it's 4:45AM July 4th here...Mom and both woke up and ate rice pudding. lol it was delicous. why else wake up if there is no rice pudding???
I'm currently in London and am not returning to the states until another 30 days (Aug 4th). I've been gone only three days and i'm already super homesick. But when i really think about it, i really just miss one thing. A boy, duh. what else. Heather and her girls are meeting me here in England and we are then off on our adventures to Belgium, Amsterdam and Paris. It's going to be a blast. At the moment it is just my mother and i here in London. I figured i should make the best of it here with Mom because who know when i could spend this much time with her, just her and i with no stress in our lives.
I met this very attractive male about 2 months ago. The name's Charles. He's a 3 time felon for selling drugs and still does it. sounds like a winner right? oh, he is also being questioned for a possible attempted murder. He also has 5 tattoos. i never thought i would be interested into someone like this, but there is more to him than his past. He's a poet and is a very book smart kind of guy. He is amazing at numbers and he works on cars! (omg so hot) He is the type of guy who loves being spontanious and living on the wild side. i love it. It is always so fun hanging out with him. Oh and the sex? the best i have ever had...seriously. hot, kinky sex hahaha.
I can get over the fact that he sells drugs. i mean, he such a gentleman with me. but one thing i cannot get over is that he fucked sarah damph and lied to my face about for weeks. he wanted to avoid drama, but he should have told me the truth when i asked him (twice). I am not his griefriend, but i figured he should have repsect for me as a person and tell me. he came up with some stupid sory each time. i already knew he did and knew he was lying to me. I cannot completly trust him now. what else is he lying about?? also, when i went down to Long Beach to move out of my apartment, he took another girl on a date. I think i am a pretty understanding person. He has liked her for a while and she just broke up with her boy (Drew Fox) So he jumped at the oppertunty. would i do the same? yes. Is that pretty understanding of me? FUCK yes. damn i'm awesome. So now with all that said, I'm a bit nervous that i am not going to see charles for 35 days. what will he do while i'm gone? I'm expecting him to have a good time. i know he will flirt and have sex. he is a sexaholic. I'm just hoping that, when i get back, things will continue the way we left it. (which was pretty good) He kept holding me, asking me to not leave. i really hope so. i can wait 35 days for him i hope he can for me. i just gotta make sure i have a sexy outfit and sexy english accent when i arrive back in te states. :)
Anyways. I just have to remember what Martin always tells me. I'm in Europe! i should enjoy it while i can cause it's probably one of my last paid vacations! So i need to forget about Charles and enjoy my stay. He will fuck other girls. whatever. but in the end, I am way better than those biatches and i hope he'll see that, if not already. This will probably be the last time i see Nanny, for she is not doing too well these days. Mom and i are very close and we have not had a fight in a long time. We ate Indian food tonight that was very delicious, and spicy. I wish more people were with me. I love sharing my fun with people i love. I wish you all could see the beautiful old buildings they have and all the ferrari's that drive by. I wish you could hear he accents and see the shoppes. Our hotel though is crap. the train goes whizing by every now and again. but whatever.
I am still Jet Lagged. it's what.. about 9 pm in Cali.. and it's 4:45AM July 4th here...Mom and both woke up and ate rice pudding. lol it was delicous. why else wake up if there is no rice pudding???