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So derek broke up with me for some stupid ass reasons
1. i called him 40 times when i was drunk one night
2. apparantly i flirt in front of him?
3. i hung out with his friends last friday with out him while he was at the frat house.
So... he never wants to get back together with me.
i'm an emotional wreck. i can't focus on anything and all i do is cry. cry when i walk. cry in class. cry in my room. on the phone. umm everywhere. and i have finals. sweeet
i hate this. i hate this a lot. i really likr him. i hope to god that very soon he wil realize that he lost the best and hottest girlfriend he will ever have. ever.
so my new years resolution is to get a modeling agent. use my youth and make him say "ah shit. i coulod still have that" yeap and he doesn't. for those lame ass reasons up there.
one month it lasted. met his whole family. he never called me beautiful, never took me out. nothing. so... maybe it's a good thing? but taking me out doesn't really matter. he was going to be my first new years kiss. i hate him now. and he won't leave me alone. . it's like he feels guilty for breaking my heart. i hope one day he feels like i do now.
1. i called him 40 times when i was drunk one night
2. apparantly i flirt in front of him?
3. i hung out with his friends last friday with out him while he was at the frat house.
So... he never wants to get back together with me.
i'm an emotional wreck. i can't focus on anything and all i do is cry. cry when i walk. cry in class. cry in my room. on the phone. umm everywhere. and i have finals. sweeet
i hate this. i hate this a lot. i really likr him. i hope to god that very soon he wil realize that he lost the best and hottest girlfriend he will ever have. ever.
so my new years resolution is to get a modeling agent. use my youth and make him say "ah shit. i coulod still have that" yeap and he doesn't. for those lame ass reasons up there.
one month it lasted. met his whole family. he never called me beautiful, never took me out. nothing. so... maybe it's a good thing? but taking me out doesn't really matter. he was going to be my first new years kiss. i hate him now. and he won't leave me alone. . it's like he feels guilty for breaking my heart. i hope one day he feels like i do now.