Aug 20, 2006 21:09
Hey, It's been awhile. which means... a lot has happened.
Are you ready?
OK. so... i really want a camera like Lily's so i can take a babillion pictures. cause.. a picture is worth a 1000 words and it will save me a lot of typing.
So, there is this guy named Doron. He's a Person, Persion? (how ever u spell it.) Jew. Um... not a big fan of them. Anyway, he loves me. and i'm like um... sorry it would never work. my family will hate you? ok.. a bit extreme. but he's just not my type. He's sweet though and a good guy. Although he got arrested last night for throwing a party, distrubiting alcohol to minors and having a weapon on him. he's fucked. He threw the party for his friend Teddy as a "Fundraiser" and the 3,000$ they made, they had to use it to bail Doron out. ah... the irony.or is it?
I found another Calmont alumni. Mark. we sat next to eachother in 3rd grade. he was totally baffled i remembered him, because of course, no one remembers me. Speaking of Calmont, Nigel and i became good friends. we went to the beach with sarah ferber and Martin. i was like ah.... hot boys w/ their shirts off.
Nigel Drove me down to USC to the Frat parties. it was....could of been better. our friend Max made me a drink. and me, being the light weight i am, got SMASHED! i was histerical and i thought i was going to get raped. like at prom, I just had the same feelings of fear and i just thought somthing bad was going to happen to me. Nigel came to the rescue comforted me with a nice hug telling me i will be fine and put me to bed. at like 11:30pm. Frat parties go to like 4 am! haha i was such a party pooper. but i then was woken up by a strange boy. because apparantly i was in his bed. i told him Andy Dick was my boyfriend and we became friends. then we fell aslepp. then went to see Debra Goldstein in the morning and then walked miles back to the frat.
Nigel then drove me home and we listened to "Nigel's roadtrip mix tape" it was really good. A lot of the Fray. i felt so relaxed and started feeling attracted to him again but then stopping myself after realizing he is leaving for Berkely the next day.
My car is also broken. so i need to be driven everywhere. so,that night i asked Nigel to drop me off at Andy's on his way to USC. He said yes, but then was a TOTAL DICK the whole way there and back. and i gave 20$ gass money. I could see the jelousy and i was so mad at him. and he had the nerve to ask me for a mesage? but i did...haha and then that hug goodbye was.. undescribable. just the look in his eyes and the way he hugged me like "I will really miss you"
And now i miss him too
Or it could be cause he had been drinking a bit? i hope not.