Fuck
OKay. so as most of you know. i don't drink and drive. i am not down for a DUI or getting arrested or dying. But last night i found a desegnated driver. so i had three shots. Man, i was so drunk. Then after about an hour or so, i realized my driver was no where in sight. After asking about 8 people, somone finally said he laft hours ago..........GREAT!!! so i am at this guy's house and there are a bunch of people sleeping over. I do not want to sleep over and get like, raped. So i am in Studio City and am calling people whom i think would be awake and have a car or sober. That person would be my Noli. PLus we made an agreement that i would call him at 11pm and talk and all that fun stuff. I called him litterally over 6 times. he never answered. I even called friggin Martin to come pick me up.
I was drunk, freaking out. and heather was ready to kill anything that crossed her path she was so pissed off. Me and Heather's cars were parked next to eachother at another friends house. so we got into a truck with another drunk guy. ..bad idea and he took us to our cars. in the process HE WAS INCHES AWAY FROM HITTING MY CAR!! So I screamed at him then thanked him for the ride. but then no one knew how to get back to the original house. so i had to show them. driving drunk. great... so i then left, got on the freeway and put on cruise control on 70.
Am i mad at Noli? myes and no. i can't expect him to be my hero and come get me. am i mad at my desegnated driver for leaving? well.. yes. he didn't even say bye. if i knew he was leaving, i wouldn't of had a drink. awsome... but i think because i like Noli so much and when i needed him real bad he wasn't there. he was just ignoring my calls.. well i am not going to call him back. ever. until he calls me. once again it seems i am putting 95% into the relationship. i hate men.
I was drunk, freaking out. and heather was ready to kill anything that crossed her path she was so pissed off. Me and Heather's cars were parked next to eachother at another friends house. so we got into a truck with another drunk guy. ..bad idea and he took us to our cars. in the process HE WAS INCHES AWAY FROM HITTING MY CAR!! So I screamed at him then thanked him for the ride. but then no one knew how to get back to the original house. so i had to show them. driving drunk. great... so i then left, got on the freeway and put on cruise control on 70.
Am i mad at Noli? myes and no. i can't expect him to be my hero and come get me. am i mad at my desegnated driver for leaving? well.. yes. he didn't even say bye. if i knew he was leaving, i wouldn't of had a drink. awsome... but i think because i like Noli so much and when i needed him real bad he wasn't there. he was just ignoring my calls.. well i am not going to call him back. ever. until he calls me. once again it seems i am putting 95% into the relationship. i hate men.