Sep 16, 2004 00:34
So how do I do normal
The smile I fake the permanent wave of cue cards and fix it kits
Can't you tell I'm not myself
I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and finger prints
I don't wanna feel anything
But I do
And it all comes back to you - Frou Frou
Rob and I are going to be messed up this year. This is a fact.
Jimmy cheated on Katie. It made me cry. What the fuck man?
Why are people so fucking fucked up?
Why are people so fucking petty?
I have given up on some people bc guess what buddy this is not high school this is real life creeping up on you and it doesn't fucking matter what your fucking outfit looks like.
Embrace what's real, what will "always be there for you."
Have fun while you can but what's gonna happen when you realize you through shit away?
So many things are going on right now and I don't want to deal with any of them AT ALL. I want to stay in my bed forever. I don't want to think about my parents, what's going to happen with Rob, my roomates, or school, and definitely not money.
AHHHH