But let me get to the point Let's roll another joint and turn the radio loud
Sometime that's all I want to do. Turn the radio up as loud as it'll go and sing at the top of my lungs while diong the "white kid head bob." As far as the joint part, I could take it or leave it. Lately, I've been thinking about what a good friend is. There's nothing quite like an amazing friend that has amazing qualities, and these would be some of them:
1 - Knows when somethings wrong, won't prod but also doesn't mind an earful of your earth-shattering "problems."
2 - If they promise something, they won't back out nor complain. They'll just do it because they know you would too.
3 - At the last minute, they'll help you out, again with no complaints.
4 - You can hang out with them without enhancers such as alcohol, a tv, or even a bed to sleep in. You also don't need to use these things as bribes.
Lately my head and my heart have been a mess. I don't know what's going on inside either of them. So many things have been going on and I don't know how to deal with them. I can always seem to help out other people with their problems, how come I have such a hard time figuring out my own? Rob has felt as though I lean on him too much, and I know I do, but where else do I have to turn to? I don't want to burden other people...
Jill and I have already spent alot of time together and it feels awesome. How come I always forget how great she is when she's gone? I don't appreciate her enough and I hope that she realizes what she does for me, and i hope I can do even a fraction of that for her.
I'm excited about my new house at school, as well as my upcoming birthday party there. I want everything to go perfect, and I hope people will help me to make it that way. I don't want all of my friends to get too drunk, thought, because it's not supposed to be about that. It's supposed to be about setting up, having a good time, then cleaning up all together. I want to have a good time, unlike how last year ended up.
I'm upset about Cat on top of the other shit going on in my life. At first I was upset she was leaving, but now I'm really not too upset because she's not putting any effort into trying to make the most of our last month together. I honestly don't feel like I need to see her. My first instinct is not to call her anymore. I first call Jill to see what's going on. The other night when her and Dan showed up, I was annoyed. All she wants to do is drink or smoke and she can go ahead and do that. She doesn't ever call me anymore and she never tells me anything anymore either, and it doesn't bother me anymore, which is kind of what's making me upset if that makes sense.
Ahhhh that's already too long of an entry so I'm gonna shut up now.
1 - Knows when somethings wrong, won't prod but also doesn't mind an earful of your earth-shattering "problems."
2 - If they promise something, they won't back out nor complain. They'll just do it because they know you would too.
3 - At the last minute, they'll help you out, again with no complaints.
4 - You can hang out with them without enhancers such as alcohol, a tv, or even a bed to sleep in. You also don't need to use these things as bribes.
Lately my head and my heart have been a mess. I don't know what's going on inside either of them. So many things have been going on and I don't know how to deal with them. I can always seem to help out other people with their problems, how come I have such a hard time figuring out my own? Rob has felt as though I lean on him too much, and I know I do, but where else do I have to turn to? I don't want to burden other people...
Jill and I have already spent alot of time together and it feels awesome. How come I always forget how great she is when she's gone? I don't appreciate her enough and I hope that she realizes what she does for me, and i hope I can do even a fraction of that for her.
I'm excited about my new house at school, as well as my upcoming birthday party there. I want everything to go perfect, and I hope people will help me to make it that way. I don't want all of my friends to get too drunk, thought, because it's not supposed to be about that. It's supposed to be about setting up, having a good time, then cleaning up all together. I want to have a good time, unlike how last year ended up.
I'm upset about Cat on top of the other shit going on in my life. At first I was upset she was leaving, but now I'm really not too upset because she's not putting any effort into trying to make the most of our last month together. I honestly don't feel like I need to see her. My first instinct is not to call her anymore. I first call Jill to see what's going on. The other night when her and Dan showed up, I was annoyed. All she wants to do is drink or smoke and she can go ahead and do that. She doesn't ever call me anymore and she never tells me anything anymore either, and it doesn't bother me anymore, which is kind of what's making me upset if that makes sense.
Ahhhh that's already too long of an entry so I'm gonna shut up now.