my heart is full and my door's always open you can come anytime you want
This seems to be my motto. I always seem to have an answer for the people who come to me with their problems. And, I suppose that's why peopel often do come to me for advice. Last night Cat told me something and I gave her advice and she said "Well aren't you the wise one." To which I replied "Yes I am, when it comes to other people."
I seem to hold back from telling people my "big" problems because I never want to seem like I can't handle anything on my own. Yet, on Saturday afternoon I found myself in Rob's kitchen, breaking down. while he held my head to his chest. This new found issue is somethign that I pray will be resolved, something that I never imagined could occur in my home. I only told Rob and Christine. Rob because I needed to cry and be held, and Christine bc she understands the problem because she's been going through something similar, but on a bigger scale.
Right now I jsut feel like locking myself in my room and pulling the covers over my head for a few days. Those precious hours when I sleep, is the only time I feel nothing. I long for the weekend, the fun, Rob, being away from my house. I jsut hope my sanity lasts till then.
Colette
I seem to hold back from telling people my "big" problems because I never want to seem like I can't handle anything on my own. Yet, on Saturday afternoon I found myself in Rob's kitchen, breaking down. while he held my head to his chest. This new found issue is somethign that I pray will be resolved, something that I never imagined could occur in my home. I only told Rob and Christine. Rob because I needed to cry and be held, and Christine bc she understands the problem because she's been going through something similar, but on a bigger scale.
Right now I jsut feel like locking myself in my room and pulling the covers over my head for a few days. Those precious hours when I sleep, is the only time I feel nothing. I long for the weekend, the fun, Rob, being away from my house. I jsut hope my sanity lasts till then.
Colette