on fatigue
i've been so tired for the past 2 weeks. planning for the marketing plan (for next fiscal year) has already started last week, monday. that's why since then, i've been going home each day at about 10:30-11:30 pm. that's why i get to sleep at around 1-2am and wake up 4-5 hours after.
one side-effect of sleeping late: dozing off while driving. scary, aint it? and what's good, nothing serious has happened yet.
friday night, i opted not to go out clubbing. instead, pao just invited us for coffee. it's been a long time din since scheds, mikael, pexke, and i went out for a long chat. funny lang was that we went home din at around the same time i'd usually go home from gov.
speaking of which, went to gov again last saturday night (after working overtime in the office yet again). i was so looking forward to clubbing since the previous monday. but for some weird reason, i became so depressed that night.
everything was just ok before the drop. but then, i kept on recalling all the pending problems at work, which changed my mood. it felt as if i wanted to cry while dancing on the dance floor. i was feeling more than just fatigue. the negative emotions were so overwhelming, that i really wanted to leave and rest at jr's place. i wished the side-effect would just go away me. and when it subsided two hours after, that's when i felt irritable and angry at anything - irritable. good thing, rage ended when i came back home. whew!
but too bad, i just couldn't sleep on that sunday morning. ugh, another side-effect.
and i still lack sleep. anyway, good night!
one side-effect of sleeping late: dozing off while driving. scary, aint it? and what's good, nothing serious has happened yet.
friday night, i opted not to go out clubbing. instead, pao just invited us for coffee. it's been a long time din since scheds, mikael, pexke, and i went out for a long chat. funny lang was that we went home din at around the same time i'd usually go home from gov.
speaking of which, went to gov again last saturday night (after working overtime in the office yet again). i was so looking forward to clubbing since the previous monday. but for some weird reason, i became so depressed that night.
everything was just ok before the drop. but then, i kept on recalling all the pending problems at work, which changed my mood. it felt as if i wanted to cry while dancing on the dance floor. i was feeling more than just fatigue. the negative emotions were so overwhelming, that i really wanted to leave and rest at jr's place. i wished the side-effect would just go away me. and when it subsided two hours after, that's when i felt irritable and angry at anything - irritable. good thing, rage ended when i came back home. whew!
but too bad, i just couldn't sleep on that sunday morning. ugh, another side-effect.
and i still lack sleep. anyway, good night!