meh. boys.
so saturday night bob and i kissed. there was also some uh "touching" going on. so me being the kinda freaked out cuz i wasnt sure what the hell it all meant, called barb as soon as i left the apartment that morning. told her everything. and i was like "but ill talk to him tonight and see what it all means". well what does she do? talk to bob and mentioned it and asked what it all meant. so bob calls me and says he doesnt want anyone knowing our business, and thats it just between us. so i say ok. so then that night i show up to spend the night at the apartment, but he isnt home yet from hanging out with our friend JP.well he never came home, and didnt call me till yesterday. so yesterday he calls my cell while im at work, leaves a message saying he didnt call me cuz his phone was dead (bullshit) and that he wants to talk to me. so i call him when i know he is off work. he doesnt answer. so this morning i text him asking if we're still going to the apartment complex tomorrow to fill out paper work so i can move in. well now he wants to wait till barb gets back even though she isnt going to be on the lease. i dont get him anymore. ever since barb left. he isnt the same. so i called barb today to see if she has talked to him at all. she has. she says he is upset that i showed up at the apartment without him being there. and because he hasnt called me i havent been able to tell him why i showed up. one being that i had family staying here and i dont like being here when they are, two i would have had to pick him up xmas morning anyways so why not just stay the night (less driving), three he said he hates sleeping alone, and four barb gave me the damn apartment key so i could do that! ugh. but whatev. ill let you know how it turns out.