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[converse71]

:( i miss matt.

i miss talking forever
i miss him saying i love you and good night
i miss the morning wake up calls
i miss the calls in the middle of the night that were just to say hi and i love you
i miss playing games with him
i miss him scaring me
i miss him reassuring me
i miss him being lame
i miss when he would get me mad by saying guys rule cuz they have a dick
i miss everything!!!

i want him next to me! i want a hug a kiss. i want to hold hands. i want to do everything that i cant do. its not fair

i was looking at pictures. all the pictures taht are on my computer. i feel like a bad girlfriend.

am i a bad girlfriend?

i just miss him. i want to see him.
i want to just leave.
i want to start my life now with him. i dont care what any one says.
they tell me to wait. but i dont want to.
hes the only good thing i have besides my sister
i love him and i want him next to me now.
i want to talk to him, and have him say i love you.
i want him to hold me.
i want everything,
this makes me sad.
i love him forever