I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot;;

[conventionaly]

I'm sorry if i don't talk a lot,
but I think you're lovely
I think the way you speak your thoughts
is like a small wooden boat
in the middle of an ocean
in a raging storm

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think the way you speak
touches me more
than the touches I will never feel
from you

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think I'm not very good at words
but you, you are good
so, so fucking good

If you're the ocean that inhabits words
then your thoughts are tides
and your heart the moon

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think you're both the sun and the storm
both the umbrella and the rain
a catastrophe waiting it's cue;
a fetal destruction

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think I don't make sense
just like how I will never
make sense out of this thing called
you and me

I think we're polar opposites
but sometimes
I have fleeting thoughts where
you and me
are one and the same
but no, we are two negatives
in one messed up equation

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think I have attachment issues;
you are a hook and i am clingy
but too far detached
i am a contradiction
i am too far away

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think you should talk to me
talk to me more

I'm sorry if I don't talk a lot
but I think you are beautiful but sad
and I think you are the best thing
that's ever happened to me