May 01, 2004 03:22
Yea get ready for a boring entry. Today Sucked King Kongs Cock, No Joke. Ill start from the beginning. Had 2 exams this mornin 8, and 9 o'clok. Then I had a 30 slide powerpoint presentation to do. That was the good part of my day. Then a huge ass nap. I didnt sleep well cause i had shit on top of it on my mind. I woke up around 5 just in time for the picnic outside. This is where things got kinda fun...
The food there was good really good actually, to bad i wasnt that hungry. I went wit mike and jen. Met up wit josh, candace, and chris. That was alrite. So theres this girl, who i liked a lil while ago, but that didnt work out so watever. We talked bout it and all, and we agreed on just bein friends but sinse that she avoids me liek the plague. I just dont get it, she says she just wants to be friends but im gettin the feel that she doesnt want anythign to do with me... I wish i was an asshole who didnt care, but im not.
That didnt bother me too much, but it was a building up kinda thing, cause im think bout it now... hense my emo bad mood. It really just hit me ya know. I wish i knew how to act, i just say hi to her and if shes around ill make conversation, i didnt think that was bad. I sware im some kinda disease. But which one... hmmm anthrax... nah...crabs...nah... ahh cancer. Im cancerous, i must be haha. heh i make myself laugh wit my stupidity heh. I was once told by someone, you cant really live if you cant learn to laugh at yourself... I'll remember that
Seems like im gonna have to leave this one behind, O well Its 3:30 in the mornin and im tired as a mofo, so ill talk to ya'll later. Oh yea, how was the Rutgers fest, i heard it was pretty good. just 5 more days then i go home :-) And in regards to me coming back next year... who knows... and at this point, i really dont care wat happens, im breathing... so it could always be worse...
~Justin
"Wisdom comes with age, and experience comes with trial"