It's been a long time. It's been a long time, partner.
Gah…. So.
How can I express my state? How can I explain how I’ve been for the past nine months?
I am telling you now that I cannot tonight express myself the same way I could ten years ago. While my skill for forming smooth sentences has enhanced marginally, my skills for conveying how I’m feeling have dried into a wrecked memory.
I might try tonight, however, to lay things down in its shortests form.
I love life. I treasure it. I treasure those in it.
BUT FUCK LIFE. FUCK PEOPLE. AND FUCK MY LIFE.
I hate that I am not making the most out of this most limited of time.
Love,
Ace
PS:
I am Not convalescing.
How can I express my state? How can I explain how I’ve been for the past nine months?
I am telling you now that I cannot tonight express myself the same way I could ten years ago. While my skill for forming smooth sentences has enhanced marginally, my skills for conveying how I’m feeling have dried into a wrecked memory.
I might try tonight, however, to lay things down in its shortests form.
I love life. I treasure it. I treasure those in it.
BUT FUCK LIFE. FUCK PEOPLE. AND FUCK MY LIFE.
I hate that I am not making the most out of this most limited of time.
Love,
Ace
PS:
I am Not convalescing.