Dec 20, 2009 20:03
Gained a <3 lost a <3, situation one in the same.
Its wierd knowing that Eddie's best friend (my boyfriend) and him are now at odds. Our relationship is only strengthening the distance not mending it. Stranger still is that we live with the brother of Eddie's roommate so I'm reminded when they hang out that Eddie is no longer my best friend.
I miss us but we can no longer be because he wants an "us". I was so close to him I gave him the most precious gift I have ever given anyone, TWICE!! What sucks is that Eddie would do absolutely anything for me and Mariah until Georgette showed up. I liked the girl but she didn't care for me, from then on not only was it tricky to hang out cuz they were busy but even when he was free I don't think she liked it. Eddie found rare but great times with me still and unfortunately he doesn't seem to care about seeing me now.
I seem to be losing friends left and right and it hurts deeply...