Jun 25, 2005 23:25
The reason that I am writing this tonight is to channel some nervous energy.
Just out of nowhere tonight I began to feel empty, sad, nervous and frightened all at once. Without reason. I am worried about, while missing and feeling guilty over, my family.
I feel as if I am being watched every time that I enter the living room or the kitchen. Not to mention I keep hearing indistinguishable thuds, but I am all alone. Man I have myself creeped out. I feel as if I am missing something, like I should know why I feel this way. Weird. Maybe it is sobriety playing tricks on me. Maybe I just need to channel surf.?.