let me happy, just this once.
So I'm sitting here home alone feeling kinda bored. I slept most of the day and I really don't feel like going back to sleep quite yet. My mom and dad went to the other house to sleep and left the car here, my mom said "use for emergencies only", lol. So I was like.. Okay well I wanna see Justin because I was supposed to hang out with him today and I slept instead and felt bad. So I called him up after saying I would see him tomorrow and I told him he should come over and he said "Yeah? I was thinking I should.." and I was like hmm, pretty cool. And then he said "But you should come over here" and I was like "I don't feel like driving right now". Which I do not, my back hurts extremely bad so I don't feel like moving much less driving. So he's like "Well, do you want me to pick you up?" and I was like "Sure." So he's coming over soon. :o) I really hate being home alone at night. Escpecially in this huge fucking house that's haunted. Like.. I'll just start to fall asleep and a door will randomly open or slam. Even when no one is around and there isn't the slightest bit of a draft. It doesn't scare me usually, just makes me wanna kick the ghost that lives here.
Today was decent, besides the fact that I didn't feel well at all. Today I felt about as bad as when I went into the hospital. I woke up at nine for a doctor's apt, mom took me.. I'm on so many meds right now I can't even count. Some to cut the pain, some to help me sleep, some to help my stomach, some to stop swelling, a new birth control to stop more cysts from forming....The list goes on. I have vicodin, which I HATE taking because it's so strong, so I made the doctor just give me heavy duty ibeprophen(SO SPELLED WRONG).. 'Cause too many people like to take vikes on a regular basis and get addicted to that shit. Not my idea of fun. I sometimes take meds when I don't feel well without thinking "Oh I just took one of those twenty minutes ago" so I could easily get addicted to vikes, so I have my mom carry those and I wont touch them without asking her for them.
Right now I have the shakes really bad. I don't know why.. Blah.
I was supposed to go on a "double date" kinda thing tonight. Bowling. That would have been fun. It's going to be hard finding another day when we can all go. Bleh. Veronica didn't leave a message trying to wake me up so I guess she didn't end up wanting to go anyway. It wasn't really a double date, since hers wasnt a date, mine just was lmao. Hers was just hanging out with Duan and such. I hope they end up hooking up, of course.. if that's what she wants.. Because they're really cute. He treats her very well. I just don't want anyone hurt, as usual.
My purse is a freaken mess, I need to clean it so badly. I have shit in there that I don't even know where it came from. Not gonna get cleaned for awhile though. Usually when I clean it, I dump it all on my bed.. Pick out the things I ALWAYS use.. Then put the rest in a bag and set it somewhere. I probably have like five bags of random shit sitting around my room from past cleanings.
Alright, I'm gonna get going.. Too much pain going on right now.
xoxoxox
Today was decent, besides the fact that I didn't feel well at all. Today I felt about as bad as when I went into the hospital. I woke up at nine for a doctor's apt, mom took me.. I'm on so many meds right now I can't even count. Some to cut the pain, some to help me sleep, some to help my stomach, some to stop swelling, a new birth control to stop more cysts from forming....The list goes on. I have vicodin, which I HATE taking because it's so strong, so I made the doctor just give me heavy duty ibeprophen(SO SPELLED WRONG).. 'Cause too many people like to take vikes on a regular basis and get addicted to that shit. Not my idea of fun. I sometimes take meds when I don't feel well without thinking "Oh I just took one of those twenty minutes ago" so I could easily get addicted to vikes, so I have my mom carry those and I wont touch them without asking her for them.
Right now I have the shakes really bad. I don't know why.. Blah.
I was supposed to go on a "double date" kinda thing tonight. Bowling. That would have been fun. It's going to be hard finding another day when we can all go. Bleh. Veronica didn't leave a message trying to wake me up so I guess she didn't end up wanting to go anyway. It wasn't really a double date, since hers wasnt a date, mine just was lmao. Hers was just hanging out with Duan and such. I hope they end up hooking up, of course.. if that's what she wants.. Because they're really cute. He treats her very well. I just don't want anyone hurt, as usual.
My purse is a freaken mess, I need to clean it so badly. I have shit in there that I don't even know where it came from. Not gonna get cleaned for awhile though. Usually when I clean it, I dump it all on my bed.. Pick out the things I ALWAYS use.. Then put the rest in a bag and set it somewhere. I probably have like five bags of random shit sitting around my room from past cleanings.
Alright, I'm gonna get going.. Too much pain going on right now.
xoxoxox