Nov 08, 2005 22:26
I don't know what is going on. That is two days in a row, my week coming up, (our's ends on Wednesday's and start's on Thursday's), is going to be busy as hell. I might not get a day off and I am the manager. This so sucks. I have been stressing about this sorta kinda, because I am already tired. I have not been sleeping, I am lucky if I get a hour or two a night, and Monday I woke up late. I thought that I would get a phone call for a wake up call, but nope. Guess that I don't need to depend on that. I still have paper work that I am trying to get caught up on, I am missing someone so freaking bad that I can't stand it, and I so need to get laid.
I have been really whinny today, I have started crying for no reason, well I know the reason, but that's not gonna help matters, because he does not live here, so what to do? Not a damn thing. Just go on with every day life as I know it. Things are changing and I can't do anything about it. I want to, but owell that's life.