Once again.....
Once again I open my little wall that I have and start having feeling's for someone and then boom they say that they want to take a step back because they don't know what they want and they don't want to hurt me. Well don't you think that it's a little to fucking late? You take me to St. Augustine for my birthday and it was perfect and then I don't know, just because you get a few cards in the mail. Hell I don't fucking know. I give up on men period.
I don't ask for much in a relationship or whatever it happens to be. Please someone help me understand this and him. When this person tells you that he would rather you not wear tight pants, low cut shirts, and tight shirts because he doesnt want any other guys looking at you, um, he doesn't want you to dress sexy for Halloween because he doesn't want to have to come and sit at your work with a shotgun, um, your sister in law gives a guy that she knows your direct connect number and he gets pist off and wants to know why she would do something like that?! But yet, you don't want a relationship. Hey that's fine, I can deal with that if it's just all about sex. That's how it was supposed to be and yes, I did get feelings and start falling for him, but when he did what he did for my birthday made me fall even more. Now, nothing. He said he cares for me also and doesn't want to hurt me, but yet, Dawn let that wall down that she promised herself she never would do again for what? For all this. It was all his fault, he is the one that came here to me. Now he is the one that will be sorry in the long run. I believe I would have been good for him, but hell what do I know?
Anyway, guess I am outta here. I need to go and get some things ready to put in the mail. If anyone knows anyone that wants a realtionship with someone that will worship the ground that they walk on send them my way. They will be treated like a king, god knows I can do it.
I don't ask for much in a relationship or whatever it happens to be. Please someone help me understand this and him. When this person tells you that he would rather you not wear tight pants, low cut shirts, and tight shirts because he doesnt want any other guys looking at you, um, he doesn't want you to dress sexy for Halloween because he doesn't want to have to come and sit at your work with a shotgun, um, your sister in law gives a guy that she knows your direct connect number and he gets pist off and wants to know why she would do something like that?! But yet, you don't want a relationship. Hey that's fine, I can deal with that if it's just all about sex. That's how it was supposed to be and yes, I did get feelings and start falling for him, but when he did what he did for my birthday made me fall even more. Now, nothing. He said he cares for me also and doesn't want to hurt me, but yet, Dawn let that wall down that she promised herself she never would do again for what? For all this. It was all his fault, he is the one that came here to me. Now he is the one that will be sorry in the long run. I believe I would have been good for him, but hell what do I know?
Anyway, guess I am outta here. I need to go and get some things ready to put in the mail. If anyone knows anyone that wants a realtionship with someone that will worship the ground that they walk on send them my way. They will be treated like a king, god knows I can do it.