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I find my attempts to hum along with music when it gets lower than my vocal range (I'm very much a tenor) funny.
That essay was long and hardly worth it.
So I'm starting to try in skoo. It's working out... sort of well, I guess. I haven't nto had this much free time since just about ever.
My history teacher is a bitch. It's a male, so I can say that. But he's whiny and simply NEEDS things his way and he's rude to everyone and he thinks he's funny and he's the kind of person that doesn't take anything, whether it's job / family / the world / politics / religion seriously, and I really just cannot see that kind of personality as anything other than a defense mechanism, because there's the eternal 'well I mean I don't really care' counter to any insult and it makes for boring people, in my opinion.
I'm totally ready to run away from home when report cars come. Conferences too. Whyyyy do I hafta not care about school?
Sometimes I'm worried I'm using projection to tell myself I have fewer negative traits than I actually do.
I can trick myself so easily. I once thought 'Hmm. Wouldn't it be crazy if my twin brother didn't actually exist and I was schizoprhenic?'. I was worried about it for an entire hour.
How about we do that meme (did anyone know that was pronounced 'meem', by the way?) where you comment anonymously and tell me stuff about me? And I don't know any of that IP shit and include at least one (1) negative detail.
I remember thinking this one guy was way too obsessed with bettering himself and then I realized that it's not such a bad thing to be interested in and damn, just when I thought I wasn't a hypocrite about something.
I think my problem is that I try to figure people out and when I can't find any major, glaring flaws, I create them to make things balanced, and I tell myself "he's egotistical" or "she's judgemental" and such and it's terrible and I don't want to do it anymore. Not that anyone knew that, but don't put that in your comment, okay?
Wasn't this a fascinating revival of my lj.
That essay was long and hardly worth it.
So I'm starting to try in skoo. It's working out... sort of well, I guess. I haven't nto had this much free time since just about ever.
My history teacher is a bitch. It's a male, so I can say that. But he's whiny and simply NEEDS things his way and he's rude to everyone and he thinks he's funny and he's the kind of person that doesn't take anything, whether it's job / family / the world / politics / religion seriously, and I really just cannot see that kind of personality as anything other than a defense mechanism, because there's the eternal 'well I mean I don't really care' counter to any insult and it makes for boring people, in my opinion.
I'm totally ready to run away from home when report cars come. Conferences too. Whyyyy do I hafta not care about school?
Sometimes I'm worried I'm using projection to tell myself I have fewer negative traits than I actually do.
I can trick myself so easily. I once thought 'Hmm. Wouldn't it be crazy if my twin brother didn't actually exist and I was schizoprhenic?'. I was worried about it for an entire hour.
How about we do that meme (did anyone know that was pronounced 'meem', by the way?) where you comment anonymously and tell me stuff about me? And I don't know any of that IP shit and include at least one (1) negative detail.
I remember thinking this one guy was way too obsessed with bettering himself and then I realized that it's not such a bad thing to be interested in and damn, just when I thought I wasn't a hypocrite about something.
I think my problem is that I try to figure people out and when I can't find any major, glaring flaws, I create them to make things balanced, and I tell myself "he's egotistical" or "she's judgemental" and such and it's terrible and I don't want to do it anymore. Not that anyone knew that, but don't put that in your comment, okay?
Wasn't this a fascinating revival of my lj.