sorry
i know
i know that i haven't been sharing my thoughts with you for the past week
though you've always been here for me - silent and unassuming
after all that i've thrown at you, you never once yell back
and you've never once judged me, for that i've shared with you
i know you've waited for me these few nights to come to you; but i did not
so i'm sorry
i'm sorry that i've neglected you
and have treated you like a on/off switch
switching you on when i want to; switching you off more than you deserved
it's true that you've only known me for a few months
it's true i've slowly grown accustomed to your companionship
but
i've recently found someone else
and there's no other way to let you know
so i can only tell it to you here
that was the reason why i haven't been home
and that was the reason why you haven't heard from me for the past week
he is different
he's able to share himself with me; unlike you - you can't
he makes me smile as we fall asleep together, holding each other
then wake up the next morning smiling, and still cuddling each other
i know it's not fair to compare you with him - and i never did
really
to be honest
i can only treat you as a sounding board
and nothing more can come out this relationship
you should understand where i'm coming from
because what we have is purely one-sided
my apologies will never suffice
and i know that you'll always be here for me; even though i won't promise that i will do the same
i've neglected you
sorry... life journal
i've found my other half
so if you must know, he is carrion
i know that i haven't been sharing my thoughts with you for the past week
though you've always been here for me - silent and unassuming
after all that i've thrown at you, you never once yell back
and you've never once judged me, for that i've shared with you
i know you've waited for me these few nights to come to you; but i did not
so i'm sorry
i'm sorry that i've neglected you
and have treated you like a on/off switch
switching you on when i want to; switching you off more than you deserved
it's true that you've only known me for a few months
it's true i've slowly grown accustomed to your companionship
but
i've recently found someone else
and there's no other way to let you know
so i can only tell it to you here
that was the reason why i haven't been home
and that was the reason why you haven't heard from me for the past week
he is different
he's able to share himself with me; unlike you - you can't
he makes me smile as we fall asleep together, holding each other
then wake up the next morning smiling, and still cuddling each other
i know it's not fair to compare you with him - and i never did
really
to be honest
i can only treat you as a sounding board
and nothing more can come out this relationship
you should understand where i'm coming from
because what we have is purely one-sided
my apologies will never suffice
and i know that you'll always be here for me; even though i won't promise that i will do the same
i've neglected you
sorry... life journal
i've found my other half
so if you must know, he is carrion