2 + 2 = 5 or nothing much

Jul 01, 2008 01:08

amazing how nothing seems more important than matters of the heart.
i wouldn't write about it, but my closest friends just left for a few weeks.
thank you everyone for your kind words, always &the last time as well.

the weather forecast did not predict male hormones hitting an all time high this year, neither.
every day, a new adventure: who &how &where &how old &how uncomfortable this time?
is it something i do, is it the way i talk, stand, smell, smile, breathe? what is it?
internal debates over who looks better between two men and whose awkwardness is more bearable,
whose hands i'd rather hold, how to compare when only one pair has been tested,
who would it hurt less to hurt, how can you choose one over the other when they are like brothers?
there is no question that one is very willing &eager, so is there really any other question?

every time i think i've made up my mind, there is a new sign that contradicts me.
it doesn't really matter, in the end. it really doesn't. but girls will be girls.

bonne fête, les castors.

a lot like love, comme des garçons

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