Jan 13, 2008 00:00
dans l'embrasure de la porte, il y avait une note.
& it had my name on it & it was from the lds church
& it said they were notified that i was interested in learning more,
& it said it would "be awesome" if i could call.
when we moved into this house, we found a crucifix in the basement.
my mother would not take it off, even though it terrified me for some reason.
today i stared at it for a while & ran up the stairs.
i have feared encountering a spirit lately -
my parents have spiritual friends, they tell us things.
i don't know if i believe them.
'never fear an unknown future to a known god'
'watching tv is insulting time, oversleeping is the demon'
- then why do you have a high definition flatscreen television?
& i don't know anyone in my real-life that belongs to the lds church
& no one knows my address
& no one i asked sent them to me
yesternight i wrote my 'will' on standard lined paper
it had bad jokes in it. i like it very much.
i have just been wondering lately.
was it you?
et si tu n'existais pas