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[contractorly]

Fifteen more minutes, huh?

...It was wasn't so terrible, though I must say that I'm glad human possession isn't my power. How do you ever get use to it, Mao?

Was it ever this hard back then? I killed for Pai, enough blood to stain my hands to this day. It's only been a few years since Heaven's Gate, but I seem to have forgotten the full weight of

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[letslip]

... Hei.

[contractorly]

...I'm all right, don't worry.

[letslip]

... promise?

[contractorly]

Yeah... Promise.

[letslip]

You'll be back to normal any second.

[contractorly]

Not a second too soon.

[letslip]

... You get used to it.

[contractorly]

It's only been a few years, Havoc. And I still feel.

[Private]

...I'm sorry I couldn't protect you from November.

[letslip]

The guilt. I mean- ... You just... do.

[Private]

You did protect me, Hei.

[contractorly]

It's not as strong, that's all.

[Private]

I could have done better.

Private;

[letslip]

... Dying was best.

I couldn't hold it back long.

private

[contractorly]

Only because I forced you to come to the Gate.

private

[letslip]

If you hadn't, Pandora would have, or November would just have killed me earlier.

There was zero chance of survival from the beginning.

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[contractorly]

...But there's always hope, isn't here?

...Even I doubt that fate is set in stone.

private

[letslip]

... I didn't mind dying.

Is it wrong, to think if was almost like a relief?

Re: private

[contractorly]

...No.

Not at all. Because I thought so too -- for Pai.