Nov 27, 2005 21:23
i want to see jay burn alive and i hope he fucking slits his GODDAMNED wrists and bleeds to death!!!!!!!!!!
I fucking Hate you JAY u have lied to me for the fucking LAST time..why the fuck didnt i listen to everyone?! he lies about everything..just because he didnt in the past...doesnt mean he wasnt going to...
Wonder how many times he cheated on me..Dont care tho.
Keith asked me back out, and i chose him over Jay ne ways...Keith makes me happy...and im sick of loosing my "best friends"..Ryan wont talk to me, and Keith and him got into a HUGE ass fight..
i wish that i NEVER felt ne thing for Jay...he is the Biggeszt asshole and BIGGESST FUCKING LIAR i have ever met!! looks like he really can fool me...O well His fucking loss no one else will ever love him like i did..or even care for him!!
God damn it i Need to talk to Keith...he knows how to make me feel better..im so glad i chose him..man id be dieing..maybe even dead now..if i hadnt realized the things i did...about Keith i mean. He truly loves me, and jay proved that...before ne thing happend between Keith n I.
im going to go...i calmed down..but seeing him burn would delight me Ever so much. that way he cant hurt ne one...
I am not going to say why i hate him..its a Very fucking good reason..but ya no. I dont care lol. i just misses my Keith, i am so lucky to have him back