What Happens in Vegas, was an awesome movie
And though i watched it "alone" lol, it was amazing. I Adore love stories/movies what ever u wanna call it. But the catch of watching those movies in the past, is i always thought about how THATS what i wanted, the movie star crazy love thats True. lol, for the first time i realized how my first thought was, about Bobby. I looked over and hes passed out from his movie that is still playing actually haha. I thought about how much i truly love him. How great things are even though we dont have our own place. He makes me think about the Big Picture, not just the little things like having a one bedroom apartment, but the fact that when we do get a place, were going to be there Together. There is no one who has ever made me feel like for once, everything is good. Sure were not "perfect" but, :) we are for each other. hes absolutely amazing. Everything i ever cared about being in a guy, hes got it. Sure he has some immaturity to loose, but were 20. It will pass i am sure. I want to be there. I want to be there through everything in his life. I want to be there when Kitty is able to stay with us for the night. I want to be there when he finally gets his car fixed. I want to be married to him. I want to have everyone around us, seeing how there IS a such thing as true love. Because with this man, its nothing but true. I know hes not cheating on me, i know he Loves me. I havent written in this thing in a long time. Just because i am very happy. We have been stressed out cuz i was away for 2 weeks, neither of us handled that well. We missed each other(obviously)...
Even though, i have Always tried to move away from Bangor... We almost did Thursday, but we thought about how he would see Kitty.... we couldnt think of a way. I got pissed, at first and started crying... but after i thought about it. Its not bad, were going to move still, we will just still be in the area, hopefully Orono ish. We got jobs today<333 Amazing benifits and random money AND overtime<3 Were going to get our place in no time, pay off my bills and everything. Its going to be awesome. But, even if we didnt have anything. Id be happy just being with him. I mean i HATE living here, not necessarily Here, just with other people... its not My house, and i want a place thats mine, and of course his. He is amazing to live with. In fact there was this guy at our interview with us today that talked alot. Said that "some people arent meant to live together, me and my ex wife were horrible together we were awesome before we lived together but then theres the space invading and the mood swings. But my current wife, we are amazing. People these days are getting married before they lived together, and finding out they cant stand to live with each other." and its funny, but with my relationships i delt with ALOT of dumb shit, Ben's leaving at night. Ians little Me me me shit. Ryans dumbassness.... But with Bobby, i only have to put up with him bitching about his dad. Which can be understandable... He does complain alot... and Bobbys sick of it... And its not hard, all i have to do is say something lol, hes really good about things. We have to practice shopping though, we get moody when he doesnt feel like picking things :-X but, its only cuz i go shopping for US, not just me lol But its not always bad, we have fun sometimes there to. Like today, we took like an hour to pick cakes for us to eat. Then we made fricken peanut butter cookies. lol, i cant believe i can feel like cooking is Stupid, yet i still will make him his silly cookies. I love the fact that its not one way though. He cooks for me, he does everything he can to help me. Hes not like Ryan and trying to spend my money all the time but Saying he doesnt want me to... (haha Ryans in jail ahahhahaha) He helps me with the cats when i ask him to. And i do things he asks me to do. Its new. This whole equal thing. haha its 2:00am. Maybe i should sleep. but im gunna give him a big kiss and wake him up hehe, hes hogging the bed sideways cuz he fell asleep infront of the movie(laptop) well to who ever reads this, have a goodnight. :)
Even though, i have Always tried to move away from Bangor... We almost did Thursday, but we thought about how he would see Kitty.... we couldnt think of a way. I got pissed, at first and started crying... but after i thought about it. Its not bad, were going to move still, we will just still be in the area, hopefully Orono ish. We got jobs today<333 Amazing benifits and random money AND overtime<3 Were going to get our place in no time, pay off my bills and everything. Its going to be awesome. But, even if we didnt have anything. Id be happy just being with him. I mean i HATE living here, not necessarily Here, just with other people... its not My house, and i want a place thats mine, and of course his. He is amazing to live with. In fact there was this guy at our interview with us today that talked alot. Said that "some people arent meant to live together, me and my ex wife were horrible together we were awesome before we lived together but then theres the space invading and the mood swings. But my current wife, we are amazing. People these days are getting married before they lived together, and finding out they cant stand to live with each other." and its funny, but with my relationships i delt with ALOT of dumb shit, Ben's leaving at night. Ians little Me me me shit. Ryans dumbassness.... But with Bobby, i only have to put up with him bitching about his dad. Which can be understandable... He does complain alot... and Bobbys sick of it... And its not hard, all i have to do is say something lol, hes really good about things. We have to practice shopping though, we get moody when he doesnt feel like picking things :-X but, its only cuz i go shopping for US, not just me lol But its not always bad, we have fun sometimes there to. Like today, we took like an hour to pick cakes for us to eat. Then we made fricken peanut butter cookies. lol, i cant believe i can feel like cooking is Stupid, yet i still will make him his silly cookies. I love the fact that its not one way though. He cooks for me, he does everything he can to help me. Hes not like Ryan and trying to spend my money all the time but Saying he doesnt want me to... (haha Ryans in jail ahahhahaha) He helps me with the cats when i ask him to. And i do things he asks me to do. Its new. This whole equal thing. haha its 2:00am. Maybe i should sleep. but im gunna give him a big kiss and wake him up hehe, hes hogging the bed sideways cuz he fell asleep infront of the movie(laptop) well to who ever reads this, have a goodnight. :)